Book: "1984''. Part 3 of 3 in this nightmarish dystopian world by author George Orwell.




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He did not know where he was.
Presumably he was in the Ministry of Love, but there was no way of making certain.
He was in a high-ceilinged windowless cell with walls of glittering white porcelain.
Concealed lamps flooded it with cold light, and there was a low, steady humming sound which he supposed had something to do with the air supply.
A bench, or shelf, just wide enough to sit on ran round the wall, broken only by the door and, at the end opposite the door, a lavatory pan with no wooden seat.
There were four telescreens, one in each wall.



















There was a dull aching in his belly.
It had been there ever since they had bundled him into the closed van and driven him away.
But he was also hungry, with a gnawing, unwholesome kind of hunger.
It might be twenty-four hours since he had eaten, it might be thirty-six. He still did not know, probably never would know, whether it had been morning or evening when they arrested him. Since he was arrested he had not been fed.
He sat as still as he could on the narrow bench, with his hands crossed on his knee. He had already learned to sit still.
If you made unexpected movements they yelled at you from the telescreen.
But the craving for food was growing upon him. What he longed for above all was a piece of bread.
He had an idea that there were a few breadcrumbs in the pocket of his overalls.
It was even possible — he thought this because from time to time something seemed to tickle his leg — that there might be a sizeable bit of crust there. In the end the temptation to find out overcame his fear; he slipped a hand into his pocket.














It smelled of evil

‘Smith!’ yelled a voice from the telescreen. ‘6079 Smith W.! Hands out of pockets in the cells!’
He sat still again, his hands crossed on his knee.
Before being brought here he had been taken to another place which must have been an ordinary prison or a temporary lock-up used by the patrols.
He did not know how long he had been there; some hours at any rate; with no clocks and no daylight it was hard to gauge the time.
It was a noisy, evil-smelling place.
They had put him into a cell similar to the one he was now in, but filthily dirty and at all times crowded by ten or fifteen people.
The majority of them were common criminals, but there were a few political prisoners among them.
He had sat silent against the wall, jostled by dirty bodies, too preoccupied by fear and the pain in his belly to take much interest in his surroundings, but still noticing the astonishing difference in demeanour between the Party prisoners and the others.
The Party prisoners were always silent and terrified, but the ordinary criminals seemed to care nothing for anybody.
They yelled insults at the guards, fought back fiercely when their belongings were impounded, wrote obscene words on the floor, ate smuggled food which they produced from mysterious hiding-places in their clothes, and even shouted down the telescreen when it tried to restore order.














On the other hand some of them seemed to be on good terms with the guards, called them by nicknames, and tried to wheedle cigarettes through the spyhole in the door.
The guards, too, treated the common criminals with a certain forbearance, even when they had to handle them roughly.
There was much talk about the forced-labour camps to which most of the prisoners expected to be sent.
It was ‘all right’ in the camps, he gathered, so long as you had good contacts and knew the ropes.
There was bribery, favouritism, and racketeering of every kind, there was homosexuality and prostitution, there was even illicit alcohol distilled from potatoes.



















The positions of trust were given only to the common criminals, especially the gangsters and the murderers, who formed a sort of aristocracy.
All the dirty jobs were done by the politicals.
There was a constant come-and-go of prisoners of every description: drug-peddlers, thieves, bandits, black-marketeers, drunks, prostitutes.
Some of the drunks were so violent that the other prisoners had to combine to suppress them.
An enormous wreck of a woman, aged about sixty, with great tumbling breasts and thick coils of white hair which had come down in her struggles, was carried in, kicking and shouting, by four guards, who had hold of her one at each corner.
They wrenched off the boots with which she had been trying to kick them, and dumped her down across Winston’s lap, almost breaking his thigh-bones.
The woman hoisted herself upright and followed them out with a yell of ‘F—— bastards!’
Then, noticing that she was sitting on something uneven, she slid off Winston’s knees on to the bench.



















‘Beg pardon, dearie,’ she said. ‘I wouldn’t ’a sat on you, only the buggers put me there. They dono ’ow to treat a lady, do they?’ She paused, patted her breast, and belched. ‘Pardon,’ she said, ‘I ain’t meself, quite.’
She leant forward and vomited copiously on the floor.
‘Thass better,’ she said, leaning back with closed eyes.
‘Never keep it down, thass what I say. Get it up while it’s fresh on your stomach, like.’
She revived, turned to have another look at Winston and seemed immediately to take a fancy to him.
She put a vast arm round his shoulder and drew him towards her, breathing beer and vomit into his face.
‘Wass your name, dearie?’ she said.
‘Smith,’ said Winston.
‘Smith?’ said the woman. ‘Thass funny. My name’s Smith too. Why,’ she added sentimentally, ‘I might be your mother!’
She might, thought Winston, be his mother.
She was about the right age and physique, and it was probable that people changed somewhat after twenty years in a forced-labour camp.



















No one else had spoken to him. To a surprising extent the ordinary criminals ignored the Party prisoners.
‘The polITS,’ they called them, with a sort of uninterested contempt.
The Party prisoners seemed terrified of speaking to anybody, and above all of speaking to one another.
Only once, when two Party members, both women, were pressed close together on the bench, he overheard amid the din of voices a few hurriedly-whispered words; and in particular a reference to something called ‘room one-oh-one’, which he did not understand.









It might be two or three hours ago that they had brought him here.
The dull pain in his belly never went away, but sometimes it grew better and sometimes worse, and his thoughts expanded or contracted accordingly.
When it grew worse he thought only of the pain itself, and of his desire for food.
When it grew better, panic took hold of him.
There were moments when he foresaw the things that would happen to him with such actuality that his heart galloped and his breath stopped.
He felt the smash of truncheons on his elbows and iron-shod boots on his shins; he saw himself grovelling on the floor, screaming for mercy through broken teeth.









Screaming for mercy, he hardly thought of Julia.

He hardly thought of Julia.
He could not fix his mind on her. He loved her and would not betray her; but that was only a fact, known as he knew the rules of arithmetic.
He felt no love for her, and he hardly even wondered what was happening to her.
He thought oftener of O’Brien, with a flickering hope.
O’Brien might know that he had been arrested. The Brotherhood, he had said, never tried to save its members.
But there was the razor blade; they would send the razor blade if they could.
There would be perhaps five seconds before the guard could rush into the cell. The blade would bite into him with a sort of burning coldness, and even the fingers that held it would be cut to the bone.
Everything came back to his sick body, which shrank trembling from the smallest pain.














He was not certain that he would use the razor blade even if he got the chance.
It was more natural to exist from moment to moment, accepting another ten minutes’ life even with the certainty that there was torture at the end of it.
Sometimes he tried to calculate the number of porcelain bricks in the walls of the cell.
It should have been easy, but he always lost count at some point or another.














More often he wondered where he was, and what time of day it was. At one moment he felt certain that it was broad daylight outside, and at the next equally certain that it was pitch darkness.
In this place, he knew instinctively, the lights would never be turned out.
It was the place with no darkness: he saw now why O’Brien had seemed to recognize the allusion.
In the Ministry of Love there were no windows. His cell might be at the heart of the building or against its outer wall; it might be ten floors below ground, or thirty above it.
He moved himself mentally from place to place, and tried to determine by the feeling of his body whether he was perched high in the air or buried deep underground.
There was a sound of marching boots outside.
The steel door opened with a clang. A young officer, a trim black-uniformed figure who seemed to glitter all over with polished leather, and whose pale, straight-featured face was like a wax mask, stepped smartly through the doorway.
He motioned to the guards outside to bring in the prisoner they were leading.
The poet Ampleforth shambled into the cell. The door clanged shut again.



















Ampleforth made one or two uncertain movements from side to side, as though having some idea that there was another door to go out of, and then began to wander up and down the cell. He had not yet noticed Winston’s presence.
His troubled eyes were gazing at the wall about a metre above the level of Winston’s head.
He was shoeless; large, dirty toes were sticking out of the holes in his socks.
He was also several days away from a shave.
A scrubby beard covered his face to the cheekbones, giving him an air of ruffianism that went oddly with his large weak frame and nervous movements.
Winston roused himself a little from his lethargy.
He must speak to Ampleforth, and risk the yell from the telescreen.
It was even conceivable that Ampleforth was the bearer of the razor blade.
‘Ampleforth,’ he said.
















‘Ah, Smith!’ he said. ‘You too!’
‘What are you in for?’
‘To tell you the truth —’ He sat down awkwardly on the bench opposite Winston. ‘There is only one offence, is there not?’ he said.
‘And have you committed it?’
‘Apparently I have.’
He put a hand to his forehead and pressed his temples for a moment, as though trying to remember something.
‘These things happen,’ he began vaguely.
‘I have been able to recall one instance — a possible instance. It was an indiscretion, undoubtedly. We were producing a definitive edition of the poems of Kipling. I allowed the word “God” to remain at the end of a line.
I could not help it!’ he added almost indignantly, raising his face to look at Winston.
‘It was impossible to change the line. The rhyme was “rod”.
Do you realize that there are only twelve rhymes to “rod” in the entire language? For days I had racked my brains. There WAS no other rhyme.’











The expression on his face changed.
The annoyance passed out of it and for a moment he looked almost pleased.
A sort of intellectual warmth, the joy of the pedant who has found out some useless fact, shone through the dirt and scrubby hair.
‘Has it ever occurred to you,’ he said, ‘that the whole history of English poetry has been determined by the fact that the English language lacks rhymes?’
No, that particular thought had never occurred to Winston. Nor, in the circumstances, did it strike him as very important or interesting.
‘Do you know what time of day it is?’ he said.
Ampleforth looked startled again.
‘I had hardly thought about it. They arrested me — it could be two days ago — perhaps three.’
His eyes flitted round the walls, as though he half expected to find a window somewhere.







‘There is no difference between night and day in this place. I do not see how one can calculate the time.’
They talked desultorily for some minutes, then, without apparent reason, a yell from the telescreen bade them be silent. Winston sat quietly, his hands crossed. Ampleforth, too large to sit in comfort on the narrow bench, fidgeted from side to side, clasping his lank hands first round one knee, then round the other.
The telescreen barked at him to keep still.
Time passed.











Twenty minutes, an hour — it was difficult to judge. Once more there was a sound of boots outside.
Winston’s entrails contracted. Soon, very soon, perhaps in five minutes, perhaps now, the tramp of boots would mean that his own turn had come.
The door opened.
The cold-faced young officer stepped into the cell. With a brief movement of the hand he indicated Ampleforth.
‘Room 101,’ he said.











Ampleforth marched clumsily out between the guards, his face vaguely perturbed, but uncomprehending.
What seemed like a long time passed.
The pain in Winston’s belly had revived.
His mind sagged round and round on the same trick, like a ball falling again and again into the same series of slots.
He had only six thoughts.
The pain in his belly; a piece of bread; the blood and the screaming; O’Brien; Julia; the razor blade.
There was another spasm in his entrails, the heavy boots were approaching.
As the door opened, the wave of air that it created brought in a powerful smell of cold sweat. Parsons walked into the cell.
He was wearing khaki shorts and a sports-shirt.
This time Winston was startled into self-forgetfulness.
‘YOU here!’ he said.











Parsons gave Winston a glance in which there was neither interest nor surprise, but only misery.
He began walking jerkily up and down, evidently unable to keep still.
Each time he straightened his pudgy knees it was apparent that they were trembling.
His eyes had a wide-open, staring look, as though he could not prevent himself from gazing at something in the middle distance.
‘What are you in for?’ said Winston.
‘Thoughtcrime!’ said Parsons, almost blubbering. The tone of his voice implied at once a complete admission of his guilt and a sort of incredulous horror that such a word could be applied to himself. He paused opposite Winston and began eagerly appealing to him: ‘You don’t think they’ll shoot me, do you, old chap? They don’t shoot you if you haven’t actually done anything — only thoughts, which you can’t help? I know they give you a fair hearing. Oh, I trust them for that! They’ll know my record, won’t they? YOU know what kind of chap I was. Not a bad chap in my way. Not brainy, of course, but keen. I tried to do my best for the Party, didn’t I? I’ll get off with five years, don’t you think? Or even ten years? A chap like me could make himself pretty useful in a labour-camp. They wouldn’t shoot me for going off the rails just once?’
‘Are you guilty?’ said Winston.
‘Of course I’m guilty!’ cried Parsons with a servile glance at the telescreen.
‘You don’t think the Party would arrest an innocent man, do you?’












My crime, was to dream in my sleep

His frog-like face grew calmer, and even took on a slightly sanctimonious expression.
‘Thoughtcrime is a dreadful thing, old man,’ he said sententiously.
‘It’s insidious. It can get hold of you without your even knowing it. Do you know how it got hold of me? In my sleep! Yes, that’s a fact. There I was, working away, trying to do my bit — never knew I had any bad stuff in my mind at all. And then I started talking in my sleep. Do you know what they heard me saying?’
He sank his voice, like someone who is obliged for medical reasons to utter an obscenity.
‘“Down with Big Brother!”
Yes, I said that! Said it over and over again, it seems. Between you and me, old man, I’m glad they got me before it went any further. Do you know what I’m going to say to them when I go up before the tribunal?
“Thank you,” I’m going to say, “thank you for saving me before it was too late.”’
‘Who denounced you?’ said Winston.
‘It was my little daughter,’ said Parsons with a sort of doleful pride.
‘She listened at the keyhole. Heard what I was saying, and nipped off to the patrols the very next day. Pretty smart for a nipper of seven, eh? I don’t bear her any grudge for it. In fact I’m proud of her. It shows I brought her up in the right spirit, anyway.’











He made a few more jerky movements up and down, several times, casting a longing glance at the lavatory pan.
Then he suddenly ripped down his shorts.
‘Excuse me, old man,’ he said. ‘I can’t help it. It’s the waiting.’
He plumped his large posterior into the lavatory pan. Winston covered his face with his hands.
‘Smith!’ yelled the voice from the telescreen.
‘6079 Smith W.! Uncover your face. No faces covered in the cells.’















Winston uncovered his face.
Parsons used the lavatory, loudly and abundantly.
It then turned out that the plug was defective and the cell stank abominably for hours afterwards.
Parsons was removed.
More prisoners came and went, mysteriously.
One, a woman, was consigned to ‘Room 101’, and, Winston noticed, seemed to shrivel and turn a different colour when she heard the words.
A time came when, if it had been morning when he was brought here, it would be afternoon; or if it had been afternoon, then it would be midnight.
There were six prisoners in the cell, men and women. All sat very still.
Opposite Winston there sat a man with a chinless, toothy face exactly like that of some large, harmless rodent.
His fat, mottled cheeks were so pouched at the bottom that it was difficult not to believe that he had little stores of food tucked away there.
His pale-grey eyes flitted timorously from face to face and turned quickly away again when he caught anyone’s eye.















People came and went without rhyme and trace left behind.

The door opened, and another prisoner was brought in whose appearance sent a momentary chill through Winston.
He was a commonplace, mean-looking man who might have been an engineer or technician of some kind.
But what was startling was the emaciation of his face.
It was like a skull.
Because of its thinness the mouth and eyes looked disproportionately large, and the eyes seemed filled with a murderous, unappeasable hatred of somebody or something.











The man sat down on the bench at a little distance from Winston.
Winston did not look at him again, but the tormented, skull-like face was as vivid in his mind as though it had been straight in front of his eyes.
Suddenly he realized what was the matter.
The man was dying of starvation.
The same thought seemed to occur almost simultaneously to everyone in the cell.
There was a very faint stirring all the way round the bench.
The eyes of the chinless man kept flitting towards the skull-faced man, then turning guiltily away, then being dragged back by an irresistible attraction.
Presently he began to fidget on his seat.
At last he stood up, waddled clumsily across the cell, dug down into the pocket of his overalls, and, with an abashed air, held out a grimy piece of bread to the skull-faced man.











Do not feed the starving man

There was a furious, deafening roar from the telescreen.
The chinless man jumped in his tracks.
The skull-faced man had quickly thrust his hands behind his back, as though demonstrating to all the world that he refused the gift.
‘Bumstead!’ roared the voice. ‘2713 Bumstead J.! Let fall that piece of bread!’
The chinless man dropped the piece of bread on the floor.
‘Remain standing where you are,’ said the voice. ‘Face the door. Make no movement.’











The chinless man obeyed.
His large pouchy cheeks were quivering uncontrollably.
The door clanged open. As the young officer entered and stepped aside, there emerged from behind him a short stumpy guard with enormous arms and shoulders.
He took his stand opposite the chinless man, and then, at a signal from the officer, let free a frightful blow, with all the weight of his body behind it, full in the chinless man’s mouth.
The force of it seemed almost to knock him clear of the floor.
His body was flung across the cell and fetched up against the base of the lavatory seat.
For a moment he lay as though stunned, with dark blood oozing from his mouth and nose.
A very faint whimpering or squeaking, which seemed unconscious, came out of him.
Then he rolled over and raised himself unsteadily on hands and knees. Amid a stream of blood and saliva, the two halves of a dental plate fell out of his mouth.











The prisoners sat very still, their hands crossed on their knees.
The chinless man climbed back into his place.
Down one side of his face the flesh was darkening. His mouth had swollen into a shapeless cherry-coloured mass with a black hole in the middle of it.

From time to time a little blood dripped on to the breast of his overalls.
His grey eyes still flitted from face to face, more guiltily than ever, as though he were trying to discover how much the others despised him for his humiliation.
The door opened. With a small gesture the officer indicated the skull-faced man.
‘Room 101,’ he said.
There was a gasp and a flurry at Winston’s side. The man had actually flung himself on his knees on the floor, with his hand clasped together.
‘Comrade! Officer!’ he cried.
‘You don’t have to take me to that place! Haven’t I told you everything already? What else is it you want to know? There’s nothing I wouldn’t confess, nothing! Just tell me what it is and I’ll confess straight off. Write it down and I’ll sign it — anything! Not room 101!’
‘Room 101,’ said the officer.
The man’s face, already very pale, turned a colour Winston would not have believed possible.
It was definitely, unmistakably, a shade of green.
‘Do anything to me!’ he yelled.
‘You’ve been starving me for weeks. Finish it off and let me die. Shoot me. Hang me. Sentence me to twenty-five years. Is there somebody else you want me to give away? Just say who it is and I’ll tell you anything you want. I don’t care who it is or what you do to them. I’ve got a wife and three children. The biggest of them isn’t six years old. You can take the whole lot of them and cut their throats in front of my eyes, and I’ll stand by and watch it. But not Room 101!’











‘Room 101,’ said the officer.
The man looked frantically round at the other prisoners, as though with some idea that he could put another victim in his own place.
His eyes settled on the smashed face of the chinless man. He flung out a lean arm.
‘That’s the one you ought to be taking, not me!’ he shouted.
‘You didn’t hear what he was saying after they bashed his face. Give me a chance and I’ll tell you every word of it. HE’S the one that’s against the Party, not me.’
The guards stepped forward.
The man’s voice rose to a shriek.
‘You didn’t hear him!’ he repeated. ‘Something went wrong with the telescreen. HE’S the one you want. Take him, not me!’











The two sturdy guards had stooped to take him by the arms.
But just at this moment he flung himself across the floor of the cell and grabbed one of the iron legs that supported the bench.
He had set up a wordless howling, like an animal.
The guards took hold of him to wrench him loose, but he clung on with astonishing strength.
For perhaps twenty seconds they were hauling at him. The prisoners sat quiet, their hands crossed on their knees, looking straight in front of them.
The howling stopped; the man had no breath left for anything except hanging on. Then there was a different kind of cry.
A kick from a guard’s boot had broken the fingers of one of his hands. They dragged him to his feet.
‘Room 101,’ said the officer.











The man was led out, walking unsteadily, with head sunken, nursing his crushed hand, all the fight had gone out of him.
A long time passed.
If it had been midnight when the skull-faced man was taken away, it was morning: if morning, it was afternoon.
Winston was alone, and had been alone for hours.
The pain of sitting on the narrow bench was such that often he got up and walked about, unreproved by the telescreen. The piece of bread still lay where the chinless man had dropped it. At the beginning it needed a hard effort not to look at it, but presently hunger gave way to thirst.
His mouth was sticky and evil-tasting.
The humming sound and the unvarying white light induced a sort of faintness, an empty feeling inside his head. He would get up because the ache in his bones was no longer bearable, and then would sit down again almost at once because he was too dizzy to make sure of staying on his feet.
Whenever his physical sensations were a little under control the terror returned.
Sometimes with a fading hope he thought of O’Brien and the razor blade.
It was thinkable that the razor blade might arrive concealed in his food, if he were ever fed.
More dimly he thought of Julia. Somewhere or other she was suffering perhaps far worse than he.
She might be screaming with pain at this moment.
He thought: ‘If I could save Julia by doubling my own pain, would I do it? Yes, I would.’
But that was merely an intellectual decision, taken because he knew that he ought to take it. He did not feel it.
In this place you could not feel anything, except pain and foreknowledge of pain.
Besides, was it possible, when you were actually suffering it, to wish for any reason that your own pain should increase?
But that question was not answerable yet.
The boots were approaching again. The door opened. O’Brien came in.











Winston started to his feet.
The shock of the sight had driven all caution out of him. For the first time in many years he forgot the presence of the telescreen.
‘They’ve got you too!’ he cried.
‘They got me a long time ago,’ said O’Brien with a mild, almost regretful irony.
He stepped aside.
From behind him there emerged a broad-chested guard with a long black truncheon in his hand.
‘You know this, Winston,’ said O’Brien. ‘Don’t deceive yourself. You did know it — you have always known it.’
Yes, he saw now, he had always known it.
But there was no time to think of that.
All he had eyes for was the truncheon in the guard’s hand.
It might fall anywhere; on the crown, on the tip of the ear, on the upper arm, on the elbow ——











The elbow!
He had slumped to his knees, almost paralysed, clasping the stricken elbow with his other hand.
Everything had exploded into yellow light. Inconceivable, inconceivable that one blow could cause such pain!
The light cleared and he could see the other two looking down at him. The guard was laughing at his contortions.
One question at any rate was answered.
Never, for any reason on earth, could you wish for an increase of pain.
Of pain you could wish only one thing: that it should stop. Nothing in the world was so bad as physical pain.
In the face of pain there are no heroes, no heroes, he thought over and over as he writhed on the floor, clutching uselessly at his disabled left arm.












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He was lying on something that felt like a camp bed, except that it was higher off the ground and that he was fixed down in some way so that he could not move. Light that seemed stronger than usual was falling on his face.
O’Brien was standing at his side, looking down at him intently.
At the other side of him stood a man in a white coat, holding a hypodermic syringe.















Even after his eyes were open he took in his surroundings only gradually.
He had the impression of swimming up into this room from some quite different world, a sort of underwater world far beneath it.
How long he had been down there he did not know. Since the moment when they arrested him he had not seen darkness or daylight.
Besides, his memories were not continuous.
There had been times when consciousness, even the sort of consciousness that one has in sleep, had stopped dead and started again after a blank interval.
But whether the intervals were of days or weeks or only seconds, there was no way of knowing.
With that first blow on the elbow the nightmare had started. Later he was to realize that all that then happened was merely a preliminary, a routine interrogation to which nearly all prisoners were subjected.














There was a long range of crimes — espionage, sabotage, and the like — to which everyone had to confess as a matter of course.
The confession was a formality, though the torture was real.
How many times he had been beaten, how long the beatings had continued, he could not remember.
Always there were five or six men in black uniforms at him simultaneously.
Sometimes it was fists, sometimes it was truncheons, sometimes it was steel rods, sometimes it was boots.
There were times when he rolled about the floor, as shameless as an animal, writhing his body this way and that in an endless, hopeless effort to dodge the kicks, and simply inviting more and yet more kicks, in his ribs, in his belly, on his elbows, on his shins, in his groin, in his testicles, on the bone at the base of his spine.
There were times when it went on and on until the cruel, wicked, unforgivable thing seemed to him not that the guards continued to beat him but that he could not force himself into losing consciousness.














There were times when his nerve so forsook him that he began shouting for mercy even before the beating began, when the mere sight of a fist drawn back for a blow was enough to make him pour forth a confession of real and imaginary crimes.
There were other times when he started out with the resolve of confessing nothing, when every word had to be forced out of him between gasps of pain, and there were times when he feebly tried to compromise, when he said to himself:
‘I will confess, but not yet. I must hold out till the pain becomes unbearable. Three more kicks, two more kicks, and then I will tell them what they want.’
Sometimes he was beaten till he could hardly stand, then flung like a sack of potatoes on to the stone floor of a cell, left to recuperate for a few hours, and then taken out and beaten again.
There were also longer periods of recovery.
He remembered them dimly, because they were spent chiefly in sleep or stupor.
He remembered a cell with a plank bed, a sort of shelf sticking out from the wall, and a tin wash-basin, and meals of hot soup and bread and sometimes coffee.
He remembered a surly barber arriving to scrape his chin and crop his hair, and businesslike, unsympathetic men in white coats feeling his pulse, tapping his reflexes, turning up his eyelids, running harsh fingers over him in search for broken bones, and shooting needles into his arm to make him sleep.














The beatings grew less frequent, and became mainly a threat, a horror to which he could be sent back at any moment when his answers were unsatisfactory.
His questioners now were not ruffians in black uniforms but Party intellectuals, little rotund men with quick movements and flashing spectacles, who worked on him in relays over periods which lasted — he thought, he could not be sure — ten or twelve hours at a stretch.
These other questioners saw to it that he was in constant slight pain, but it was not chiefly pain that they relied on.
They slapped his face, wrung his ears, pulled his hair, made him stand on one leg, refused him leave to urinate, shone glaring lights in his face until his eyes ran with water; but the aim of this was simply to humiliate him and destroy his power of arguing and reasoning.
Their real weapon was the merciless questioning that went on and on, hour after hour, tripping him up, laying traps for him, twisting everything that he said, convicting him at every step of lies and self-contradiction until he began weeping as much from shame as from nervous fatigue.
Sometimes he would weep half a dozen times in a single session.
Most of the time they screamed abuse at him and threatened at every hesitation to deliver him over to the guards again; but sometimes they would suddenly change their tune, call him comrade, appeal to him in the name of Ingsoc and Big Brother, and ask him sorrowfully whether even now he had not enough loyalty to the Party left to make him wish to undo the evil he had done.
When his nerves were in rags after hours of questioning, even this appeal could reduce him to snivelling tears.














Every word uttered, was a false coerced confession.

In the end the nagging voices broke him down more completely than the boots and fists of the guards.
He became simply a mouth that uttered, a hand that signed, whatever was demanded of him.
His sole concern was to find out what they wanted him to confess, and then confess it quickly, before the bullying started anew.
He confessed to the assassination of eminent Party members, the distribution of seditious pamphlets, embezzlement of public funds, sale of military secrets, sabotage of every kind.
He confessed that he had been a spy in the pay of the Eastasian government as far back as 1968.
He confessed that he was a religious believer, an admirer of capitalism, and a sexual pervert.














He confessed that he had murdered his wife, although he knew, and his questioners must have known, that his wife was still alive.
He confessed that for years he had been in personal touch with Goldstein and had been a member of an underground organization which had included almost every human being he had ever known.
It was easier to confess everything and implicate everybody.
Besides, in a sense it was all true.
It was true that he had been the enemy of the Party, and in the eyes of the Party there was no distinction between the thought and the deed.
There were also memories of another kind.
They stood out in his mind disconnectedly, like pictures with blackness all round them.
He was in a cell which might have been either dark or light, because he could see nothing except a pair of eyes.
Near at hand some kind of instrument was ticking slowly and regularly. The eyes grew larger and more luminous.
Suddenly he floated out of his seat, dived into the eyes, and was swallowed up.
He was strapped into a chair surrounded by dials, under dazzling lights. A man in a white coat was reading the dials. There was a tramp of heavy boots outside. The door clanged open.
The waxed-faced officer marched in, followed by two guards.
‘Room 101,’ said the officer.














And so it was, that he found himself in room 101

The man in the white coat did not turn round.
He did not look at Winston either; he was looking only at the dials.
He was rolling down a mighty corridor, a kilometre wide, full of glorious, golden light, roaring with laughter and shouting out confessions at the top of his voice.
He was confessing everything, even the things he had succeeded in holding back under the torture.
He was relating the entire history of his life to an audience who knew it already.
With him were the guards, the other questioners, the men in white coats, O’Brien, Julia, Mr Charrington, all rolling down the corridor together and shouting with laughter.
Some dreadful thing which had lain embedded in the future had somehow been skipped over and had not happened.
Everything was all right, there was no more pain, the last detail of his life was laid bare, understood, forgiven.















He was starting up from the plank bed in the half-certainty that he had heard O’Brien’s voice.
All through his interrogation, although he had never seen him, he had had the feeling that O’Brien was at his elbow, just out of sight.
It was O’Brien who was directing everything.
It was he who set the guards on to Winston and who prevented them from killing him.
It was he who decided when Winston should scream with pain, when he should have a respite, when he should be fed, when he should sleep, when the drugs should be pumped into his arm. It was he who asked the questions and suggested the answers.
He was the tormentor, he was the protector, he was the inquisitor, he was the friend.
And once — Winston could not remember whether it was in drugged sleep, or in normal sleep, or even in a moment of wakefulness — a voice murmured in his ear:
‘Don’t worry, Winston; you are in my keeping. For seven years I have watched over you. Now the turning-point has come. I shall save you, I shall make you perfect.’
He was not sure whether it was O’Brien’s voice; but it was the same voice that had said to him, ‘We shall meet in the place where there is no darkness,’ in that other dream, seven years ago.














He did not remember any ending to his interrogation.
There was a period of blackness and then the cell, or room, in which he now was had gradually materialized round him.
He was almost flat on his back, and unable to move.
His body was held down at every essential point.
Even the back of his head was gripped in some manner. O’Brien was looking down at him gravely and rather sadly.
His face, seen from below, looked coarse and worn, with pouches under the eyes and tired lines from nose to chin.
He was older than Winston had thought him; he was perhaps forty-eight or fifty.
Under his hand there was a dial with a lever on top and figures running round the face.
‘I told you,’ said O’Brien, ‘that if we met again it would be here.’
‘Yes,’ said Winston.














Without any warning except a slight movement of O’Brien’s hand, a wave of pain flooded his body.
It was a frightening pain, because he could not see what was happening, and he had the feeling that some mortal injury was being done to him.
He did not know whether the thing was really happening, or whether the effect was electrically produced; but his body was being wrenched out of shape, the joints were being slowly torn apart.
Although the pain had brought the sweat out on his forehead, the worst of all was the fear that his backbone was about to snap.
He set his teeth and breathed hard through his nose, trying to keep silent as long as possible.














‘You are afraid,’ said O’Brien, watching his face, ‘that in another moment something is going to break. Your especial fear is that it will be your backbone. You have a vivid mental picture of the vertebrae snapping apart and the spinal fluid dripping out of them. That is what you are thinking, is it not, Winston?’
Winston did not answer.
O’Brien drew back the lever on the dial. The wave of pain receded almost as quickly as it had come.
‘That was forty,’ said O’Brien.
‘You can see that the numbers on this dial run up to a hundred. Will you please remember, throughout our conversation, that I have it in my power to inflict pain on you at any moment and to whatever degree I choose? If you tell me any lies, or attempt to prevaricate in any way, or even fall below your usual level of intelligence, you will cry out with pain, instantly. Do you understand that?’
‘Yes,’ said Winston.



















O’Brien’s manner became less severe.
He resettled his spectacles thoughtfully, and took a pace or two up and down.
When he spoke his voice was gentle and patient.
He had the air of a doctor, a teacher, even a priest, anxious to explain and persuade rather than to punish.
‘I am taking trouble with you, Winston,’ he said, ‘because you are worth trouble. You know perfectly well what is the matter with you. You have known it for years, though you have fought against the knowledge.
You are mentally deranged. You suffer from a defective memory. You are unable to remember real events and you persuade yourself that you remember other events which never happened. Fortunately it is curable.
You have never cured yourself of it, because you did not choose to. There was a small effort of the will that you were not ready to make.
Even now, I am well aware, you are clinging to your disease under the impression that it is a virtue.
Now we will take an example. At this moment, which power is Oceania at war with?’
‘When I was arrested, Oceania was at war with Eastasia.’
‘With Eastasia. Good. And Oceania has always been at war with Eastasia, has it not?’
Winston drew in his breath.
He opened his mouth to speak and then did not speak. He could not take his eyes away from the dial.
‘The truth, please, Winston. YOUR truth. Tell me what you think you remember.’
‘I remember that until only a week before I was arrested, we were not at war with Eastasia at all. We were in alliance with them. The war was against Eurasia. That had lasted for four years. Before that ——’
O’Brien stopped him with a movement of the hand.
‘Another example,’ he said.
‘Some years ago you had a very serious delusion indeed. You believed that three men, three one-time Party members named Jones, Aaronson, and Rutherford — men who were executed for treachery and sabotage after making the fullest possible confession — were not guilty of the crimes they were charged with.
You believed that you had seen unmistakable documentary evidence proving that their confessions were false.
There was a certain photograph about which you had a hallucination.
You believed that you had actually held it in your hands. It was a photograph something like this.’














An oblong slip of newspaper had appeared between O’Brien’s fingers.
For perhaps five seconds it was within the angle of Winston’s vision.
It was a photograph, and there was no question of its identity.
It was THE photograph. It was another copy of the photograph of Jones, Aaronson, and Rutherford at the party function in New York, which he had chanced upon eleven years ago and promptly destroyed.
For only an instant it was before his eyes, then it was out of sight again.
But he had seen it, unquestionably he had seen it!
He made a desperate, agonizing effort to wrench the top half of his body free. It was impossible to move so much as a centimetre in any direction.
For the moment he had even forgotten the dial. All he wanted was to hold the photograph in his fingers again, or at least to see it.
‘It exists!’ he cried.
‘No,’ said O’Brien.



















He stepped across the room.
There was a memory hole in the opposite wall.
O’Brien lifted the grating. Unseen, the frail slip of paper was whirling away on the current of warm air; it was vanishing in a flash of flame.
O’Brien turned away from the wall.
‘Ashes,’ he said.
‘Not even identifiable ashes. Dust. It does not exist. It never existed.’
‘But it did exist! It does exist! It exists in memory. I remember it. You remember it.’
‘I do not remember it,’ said O’Brien.



















Winston’s heart sank.
That was doublethink.
He had a feeling of deadly helplessness.
If he could have been certain that O’Brien was lying, it would not have seemed to matter.
But it was perfectly possible that O’Brien had really forgotten the photograph.
And if so, then already he would have forgotten his denial of remembering it, and forgotten the act of forgetting.
How could one be sure that it was simple trickery? Perhaps that lunatic dislocation in the mind could really happen: that was the thought that defeated him.



















O’Brien was looking down at him speculatively. More than ever he had the air of a teacher taking pains with a wayward but promising child.
‘There is a Party slogan dealing with the control of the past,’ he said. ‘Repeat it, if you please.’
‘“Who controls the past controls the future: who controls the present controls the past,”’ repeated Winston obediently.
‘“Who controls the present controls the past,”’ said O’Brien, nodding his head with slow approval.
‘Is it your opinion, Winston, that the past has real existence?’
Again the feeling of helplessness descended upon Winston. His eyes flitted towards the dial.
He not only did not know whether ‘yes’ or ‘no’ was the answer that would save him from pain; he did not even know which answer he believed to be the true one.
O’Brien smiled faintly.
‘You are no metaphysician, Winston,’ he said.
‘Until this moment you had never considered what is meant by existence. I will put it more precisely. Does the past exist concretely, in space? Is there somewhere or other a place, a world of solid objects, where the past is still happening?’
‘No.’
‘Then where does the past exist, if at all?’
‘In records. It is written down.’
‘In records. And ——?’
‘In the mind. In human memories.’
‘In memory. Very well, then. We, the Party, control all records, and we control all memories. Then we control the past, do we not?’
‘But how can you stop people remembering things?’ cried Winston again momentarily forgetting the dial.
‘It is involuntary. It is outside oneself. How can you control memory? You have not controlled mine!’
O’Brien’s manner grew stern again. He laid his hand on the dial.
‘On the contrary,’ he said,
‘YOU have not controlled it. That is what has brought you here. You are here because you have failed in humility, in self-discipline. You would not make the act of submission which is the price of sanity. You preferred to be a lunatic, a minority of one.
Only the disciplined mind can see reality, Winston. You believe that reality is something objective, external, existing in its own right.
You also believe that the nature of reality is self-evident. When you delude yourself into thinking that you see something, you assume that everyone else sees the same thing as you.
But I tell you, Winston, that reality is not external.
Reality exists in the human mind, and nowhere else. Not in the individual mind, which can make mistakes, and in any case soon perishes: only in the mind of the Party, which is collective and immortal.
Whatever the Party holds to be the truth, is truth. It is impossible to see reality except by looking through the eyes of the Party.
That is the fact that you have got to relearn, Winston. It needs an act of self-destruction, an effort of the will.
You must humble yourself before you can become sane.’



















He paused for a few moments, as though to allow what he had been saying to sink in.
‘Do you remember,’ he went on, ‘writing in your diary, “Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two make four”?’
‘Yes,’ said Winston.
O’Brien held up his left hand, its back towards Winston, with the thumb hidden and the four fingers extended.
‘How many fingers am I holding up, Winston?’
‘Four.’
‘And if the party says that it is not four but five — then how many?’
‘Four.’



















The word ended in a gasp of pain. The needle of the dial had shot up to fifty-five.
The sweat had sprung out all over Winston’s body. The air tore into his lungs and issued again in deep groans which even by clenching his teeth he could not stop. O’Brien watched him, the four fingers still extended. He drew back the lever. This time the pain was only slightly eased.
‘How many fingers, Winston?’
‘Four.’
The needle went up to sixty.
‘How many fingers, Winston?’
‘Four! Four! What else can I say? Four!’
The needle must have risen again, but he did not look at it.
The heavy, stern face and the four fingers filled his vision. The fingers stood up before his eyes like pillars, enormous, blurry, and seeming to vibrate, but unmistakably four.
‘How many fingers, Winston?’
‘Four! Stop it, stop it! How can you go on? Four! Four!’
‘How many fingers, Winston?’
‘Five! Five! Five!’
‘No, Winston, that is no use. You are lying. You still think there are four. How many fingers, please?’
‘Four! five! Four! Anything you like. Only stop it, stop the pain!’



















Abruptly he was sitting up with O’Brien’s arm round his shoulders.
He had perhaps lost consciousness for a few seconds. The bonds that had held his body down were loosened. He felt very cold, he was shaking uncontrollably, his teeth were chattering, the tears were rolling down his cheeks.
For a moment he clung to O’Brien like a baby, curiously comforted by the heavy arm round his shoulders.
He had the feeling that O’Brien was his protector, that the pain was something that came from outside, from some other source, and that it was O’Brien who would save him from it.
‘You are a slow learner, Winston,’ said O’Brien gently.
‘How can I help it?’ he blubbered. ‘How can I help seeing what is in front of my eyes? Two and two are four.’
‘Sometimes, Winston. Sometimes they are five. Sometimes they are three.
Sometimes they are all of them at once. You must try harder. It is not easy to become sane.’



















He laid Winston down on the bed. The grip of his limbs tightened again, but the pain had ebbed away and the trembling had stopped, leaving him merely weak and cold.
O’Brien motioned with his head to the man in the white coat, who had stood immobile throughout the proceedings.
The man in the white coat bent down and looked closely into Winston’s eyes, felt his pulse, laid an ear against his chest, tapped here and there, then he nodded to O’Brien.
‘Again,’ said O’Brien.
The pain flowed into Winston’s body. The needle must be at seventy, seventy-five. He had shut his eyes this time.
He knew that the fingers were still there, and still four. All that mattered was somehow to stay alive until the spasm was over. ‘How many fingers, Winston?’
‘Four. I suppose there are four. I would see five if I could. I am trying to see five.’
‘Which do you wish: to persuade me that you see five, or really to see them?’
‘Really to see them.’
‘Again,’ said O’Brien.



















But the simple truth is, no matter how much you wish for it to be so, four can never be 5.

Perhaps the needle was eighty — ninety.
Winston could not intermittently remember why the pain was happening.
Behind his screwed-up eyelids a forest of fingers seemed to be moving in a sort of dance, weaving in and out, disappearing behind one another and reappearing again. He was trying to count them, he could not remember why. He knew only that it was impossible to count them, and that this was somehow due to the mysterious identity between five and four.
The pain died down again. When he opened his eyes it was to find that he was still seeing the same thing.
Innumerable fingers, like moving trees, were still streaming past in either direction, crossing and recrossing. He shut his eyes again.
‘How many fingers am I holding up, Winston?’
‘I don’t know. I don’t know. You will kill me if you do that again. Four, five, six — in all honesty I don’t know.’
‘Better,’ said O’Brien.
















A needle slid into Winston’s arm. Almost in the same instant a blissful, healing warmth spread all through his body.
The pain was already half-forgotten. He opened his eyes and looked up gratefully at O’Brien.
At sight of the heavy, lined face, so ugly and so intelligent, his heart seemed to turn over.
If he could have moved he would have stretched out a hand and laid it on O’Brien’s arm.
He had never loved him so deeply as at this moment, and not merely because he had stopped the pain.
The old feeling, that at bottom it did not matter whether O’Brien was a friend or an enemy, had come back.
O’Brien was a person who could be talked to. Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood. O’Brien had tortured him to the edge of lunacy, and in a little while, it was certain, he would send him to his death.
It made no difference. In some sense that went deeper than friendship, they were intimates: somewhere or other, although the actual words might never be spoken, there was a place where they could meet and talk.
O’Brien was looking down at him with an expression which suggested that the same thought might be in his own mind.
When he spoke it was in an easy, conversational tone.
‘Do you know where you are, Winston?’ he said.
‘I don’t know. I can guess. In the Ministry of Love.’
‘Do you know how long you have been here?’
‘I don’t know. Days, weeks, months — I think it is months.’
‘And why do you imagine that we bring people to this place?’
‘To make them confess.’
‘No, that is not the reason. Try again.’
‘To punish them.’
‘No!’ exclaimed O’Brien. His voice had changed extraordinarily, and his face had suddenly become both stern and animated. ‘No! Not merely to extract your confession, not to punish you. Shall I tell you why we have brought you here? To cure you! To make you sane! Will you understand, Winston, that no one whom we bring to this place ever leaves our hands uncured? We are not interested in those stupid crimes that you have committed. The Party is not interested in the overt act: the thought is all we care about. We do not merely destroy our enemies, we change them. Do you understand what I mean by that?’



















He was bending over Winston. His face looked enormous because of its nearness, and hideously ugly because it was seen from below.
Moreover it was filled with a sort of exaltation, a lunatic intensity.
Again Winston’s heart shrank.
If it had been possible he would have cowered deeper into the bed.
He felt certain that O’Brien was about to twist the dial out of sheer wantonness.
At this moment, however, O’Brien turned away. He took a pace or two up and down. Then he continued less vehemently:



















‘The first thing for you to understand is that in this place there are no martyrdoms.
You have read of the religious persecutions of the past. In the Middle Ages there was the Inquisition.
It was a failure.
It set out to eradicate heresy, and ended by perpetuating it.
For every heretic it burned at the stake, thousands of others rose up.
Why was that? Because the Inquisition killed its enemies in the open, and killed them while they were still unrepentant: in fact, it killed them because they were unrepentant.
Men were dying because they would not abandon their true beliefs.
Naturally all the glory belonged to the victim and all the shame to the Inquisitor who burned him.
Later, in the twentieth century, there were the totalitarians, as they were called.
There were the German Nazis and the Russian Communists.



















And so, the lie of the leaders became the truth of the people.

The Russians persecuted heresy more cruelly than the Inquisition had done.
And they imagined that they had learned from the mistakes of the past; they knew, at any rate, that one must not make martyrs.
Before they exposed their victims to public trial, they deliberately set themselves to destroy their dignity.
They wore them down by torture and solitude until they were despicable, cringing wretches, confessing whatever was put into their mouths, covering themselves with abuse, accusing and sheltering behind one another, whimpering for mercy.
And yet after only a few years the same thing had happened over again.
The dead men had become martyrs and their degradation was forgotten.
Once again, why was it? In the first place, because the confessions that they had made were obviously extorted and untrue.
We do not make mistakes of that kind.
All the confessions that are uttered here are true. We make them true.
And above all we do not allow the dead to rise up against us.
You must stop imagining that posterity will vindicate you, Winston. Posterity will never hear of you.
You will be lifted clean out from the stream of history. We shall turn you into gas and pour you into the stratosphere.
Nothing will remain of you, not a name in a register, not a memory in a living brain.
You will be annihilated in the past as well as in the future. You will never have existed.’



















Then why bother to torture me? thought Winston, with a momentary bitterness.
O’Brien checked his step as though Winston had uttered the thought aloud. His large ugly face came nearer, with the eyes a little narrowed.
‘You are thinking,’ he said, ‘that since we intend to destroy you utterly, so that nothing that you say or do can make the smallest difference — in that case, why do we go to the trouble of interrogating you first? That is what you were thinking, was it not?’
‘Yes,’ said Winston.
O’Brien smiled slightly.
‘You are a flaw in the pattern, Winston. You are a stain that must be wiped out. Did I not tell you just now that we are different from the persecutors of the past? We are not content with negative obedience, nor even with the most abject submission.
When finally you surrender to us, it must be of your own free will. We do not destroy the heretic because he resists us: so long as he resists us we never destroy him. We convert him, we capture his inner mind, we reshape him. We burn all evil and all illusion out of him; we bring him over to our side, not in appearance, but genuinely, heart and soul.
We make him one of ourselves before we kill him.
It is intolerable to us that an erroneous thought should exist anywhere in the world, however secret and powerless it may be.
Even in the instant of death we cannot permit any deviation.
In the old days the heretic walked to the stake still a heretic, proclaiming his heresy, exulting in it.
Even the victim of the Russian purges could carry rebellion locked up in his skull as he walked down the passage waiting for the bullet.
But we make the brain perfect before we blow it out.
The command of the old despotisms was “Thou shalt not”. The command of the totalitarians was “Thou shalt”.
Our command is “THOU ART”. No one whom we bring to this place ever stands out against us.
Everyone is washed clean. Even those three miserable traitors in whose innocence you once believed — Jones, Aaronson, and Rutherford — in the end we broke them down. I took part in their interrogation myself.
I saw them gradually worn down, whimpering, grovelling, weeping — and in the end it was not with pain or fear, only with penitence.
By the time we had finished with them they were only the shells of men. There was nothing left in them except sorrow for what they had done, and love of Big Brother. It was touching to see how they loved him.
They begged to be shot quickly, so that they could die while their minds were still clean.’



















His voice had grown almost dreamy.
The exaltation, the lunatic enthusiasm, was still in his face. He is not pretending, thought Winston, he is not a hypocrite, he believes every word he says.
What most oppressed him was the consciousness of his own intellectual inferiority.
He watched the heavy yet graceful form strolling to and fro, in and out of the range of his vision.
O’Brien was a being in all ways larger than himself. There was no idea that he had ever had, or could have, that O’Brien had not long ago known, examined, and rejected.
His mind CONTAINED Winston’s mind.
But in that case how could it be true that O’Brien was mad? It must be he, Winston, who was mad.
O’Brien halted and looked down at him. His voice had grown stern again.



















‘Do not imagine that you will save yourself, Winston, however completely you surrender to us. No one who has once gone astray is ever spared. And even if we chose to let you live out the natural term of your life, still you would never escape from us. What happens to you here is for ever.
Understand that in advance.
We shall crush you down to the point from which there is no coming back.
Things will happen to you from which you could not recover, if you lived a thousand years. Never again will you be capable of ordinary human feeling.
Everything will be dead inside you. Never again will you be capable of love, or friendship, or joy of living, or laughter, or curiosity, or courage, or integrity.
You will be hollow.
We shall squeeze you empty, and then we shall fill you with ourselves.’



















He paused and signed to the man in the white coat.
Winston was aware of some heavy piece of apparatus being pushed into place behind his head.
O’Brien had sat down beside the bed, so that his face was almost on a level with Winston’s.
‘Three thousand,’ he said, speaking over Winston’s head to the man in the white coat.
Two soft pads, which felt slightly moist, clamped themselves against Winston’s temples. He quailed. There was pain coming, a new kind of pain. O’Brien laid a hand reassuringly, almost kindly, on his.
‘This time it will not hurt,’ he said. ‘Keep your eyes fixed on mine.’
At this moment there was a devastating explosion, or what seemed like an explosion, though it was not certain whether there was any noise. There was undoubtedly a blinding flash of light. Winston was not hurt, only prostrated. Although he had already been lying on his back when the thing happened, he had a curious feeling that he had been knocked into that position. A terrific painless blow had flattened him out. Also something had happened inside his head. As his eyes regained their focus he remembered who he was, and where he was, and recognized the face that was gazing into his own; but somewhere or other there was a large patch of emptiness, as though a piece had been taken out of his brain.
‘It will not last,’ said O’Brien. ‘Look me in the eyes. What country is Oceania at war with?’
Winston thought.
He knew what was meant by Oceania and that he himself was a citizen of Oceania.
He also remembered Eurasia and Eastasia; but who was at war with whom he did not know. In fact he had not been aware that there was any war.
‘I don’t remember.’
‘Oceania is at war with Eastasia. Do you remember that now?’
‘Yes.’
‘Oceania has always been at war with Eastasia. Since the beginning of your life, since the beginning of the Party, since the beginning of history, the war has continued without a break, always the same war. Do you remember that?’
‘Yes.’
‘Eleven years ago you created a legend about three men who had been condemned to death for treachery. You pretended that you had seen a piece of paper which proved them innocent. No such piece of paper ever existed. You invented it, and later you grew to believe in it. You remember now the very moment at which you first invented it. Do you remember that?’
‘Yes.’
‘Just now I held up the fingers of my hand to you. You saw five fingers. Do you remember that?’
‘Yes.’
O’Brien held up the fingers of his left hand, with the thumb concealed.
‘There are five fingers there. Do you see five fingers?’
‘Yes.’














And he did see them, for a fleeting instant, before the scenery of his mind changed.
He saw five fingers, and there was no deformity.
Then everything was normal again, and the old fear, the hatred, and the bewilderment came crowding back again.
But there had been a moment — he did not know how long, thirty seconds, perhaps — of luminous certainty, when each new suggestion of O’Brien’s had filled up a patch of emptiness and become absolute truth, and when two and two could have been three as easily as five, if that were what was needed.














It had faded but before O’Brien had dropped his hand; but though he could not recapture it, he could remember it, as one remembers a vivid experience at some period of one’s life when one was in effect a different person.
‘You see now,’ said O’Brien, ‘that it is at any rate possible.’
‘Yes,’ said Winston.
O’Brien stood up with a satisfied air.
Over to his left Winston saw the man in the white coat break an ampoule and draw back the plunger of a syringe.
O’Brien turned to Winston with a smile. In almost the old manner he resettled his spectacles on his nose.
‘Do you remember writing in your diary,’ he said, ‘that it did not matter whether I was a friend or an enemy, since I was at least a person who understood you and could be talked to? You were right.
I enjoy talking to you. Your mind appeals to me. It resembles my own mind except that you happen to be insane. Before we bring the session to an end you can ask me a few questions, if you choose.’
‘Any question I like?’
‘Anything.’ He saw that Winston’s eyes were upon the dial. ‘It is switched off. What is your first question?’
‘What have you done with Julia?’ said Winston.
O’Brien smiled again.
‘She betrayed you, Winston. Immediately — unreservedly. I have seldom seen anyone come over to us so promptly. You would hardly recognize her if you saw her. All her rebelliousness, her deceit, her folly, her dirty-mindedness — everything has been burned out of her. It was a perfect conversion, a textbook case.’
‘You tortured her?’
O’Brien left this unanswered.
‘Next question,’ he said.
‘Does Big Brother exist?’
‘Of course he exists. The Party exists. Big Brother is the embodiment of the Party.’
‘Does he exist in the same way as I exist?’













Once again the sense of helplessness assailed him. He knew, or he could imagine, the arguments which proved his own nonexistence; but they were nonsense, they were only a play on words.
Did not the statement, ‘You do not exist’, contain a logical absurdity?
But what use was it to say so? His mind shrivelled as he thought of the unanswerable, mad arguments with which O’Brien would demolish him.
‘I think I exist,’ he said wearily.
‘I am conscious of my own identity. I was born and I shall die. I have arms and legs. I occupy a particular point in space. No other solid object can occupy the same point simultaneously. In that sense, does Big Brother exist?’
‘It is of no importance. He exists.’
‘Will Big Brother ever die?’
‘Of course not. How could he die? Next question.’
‘Does the Brotherhood exist?’
‘That, Winston, you will never know. If we choose to set you free when we have finished with you, and if you live to be ninety years old, still you will never learn whether the answer to that question is Yes or No. As long as you live it will be an unsolved riddle in your mind.’














Winston lay silent. His breast rose and fell a little faster.
He still had not asked the question that had come into his mind the first.
He had got to ask it, and yet it was as though his tongue would not utter it.
There was a trace of amusement in O’Brien’s face. Even his spectacles seemed to wear an ironical gleam.
He knows, thought Winston suddenly, he knows what I am going to ask! At the thought the words burst out of him:
‘What is in Room 101?’
The expression on O’Brien’s face did not change. He answered drily:
‘You know what is in Room 101, Winston. Everyone knows what is in Room 101.’



















He raised a finger to the man in the white coat. Evidently the session was at an end.
A needle jerked into Winston’s arm. He sank almost instantly into deep sleep.


















The art of illusion





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There are three stages in your reintegration,’ said O’Brien.
‘There is learning, there is understanding, and there is acceptance. It is time for you to enter upon the second stage.’
As always, Winston was lying flat on his back.
But of late his bonds were looser. They still held him to the bed, but he could move his knees a little and could turn his head from side to side and raise his arms from the elbow.
The dial, also, had grown to be less of a terror.
He could evade its pangs if he was quick-witted enough: it was chiefly when he showed stupidity that O’Brien pulled the lever.
Sometimes they got through a whole session without use of the dial. He could not remember how many sessions there had been.
The whole process seemed to stretch out over a long, indefinite time — weeks, possibly — and the intervals between the sessions might sometimes have been days, sometimes only an hour or two. ‘














As you lie there,’ said O’Brien, ‘you have often wondered — you have even asked me — why the Ministry of Love should expend so much time and trouble on you. And when you were free you were puzzled by what was essentially the same question. You could grasp the mechanics of the Society you lived in, but not its underlying motives.
Do you remember writing in your diary, “I understand HOW: I do not understand WHY”? It was when you thought about “why” that you doubted your own sanity.
You have read THE BOOK, Goldstein’s book, or parts of it, at least. Did it tell you anything that you did not know already?’
‘You have read it?’ said Winston.
‘I wrote it. That is to say, I collaborated in writing it. No book is produced individually, as you know.’
‘Is it true, what it says?’
‘As description, yes. The programme it sets forth is nonsense. The secret accumulation of knowledge — a gradual spread of enlightenment — ultimately a proletarian rebellion — the overthrow of the Party.
You foresaw yourself that that was what it would say.
It is all nonsense.
The proletarians will never revolt, not in a thousand years or a million.
They cannot.
I do not have to tell you the reason: you know it already. If you have ever cherished any dreams of violent insurrection, you must abandon them.
There is no way in which the Party can be overthrown. The rule of the Party is for ever. Make that the starting-point of your thoughts.’














He came closer to the bed.
‘For ever!’ he repeated.
‘And now let us get back to the question of “how” and “why”.
You understand well enough HOW the Party maintains itself in power. Now tell me WHY we cling to power.
What is our motive? Why should we want power? Go on, speak,’ he added as Winston remained silent.




Nevertheless Winston did not speak for another moment or two.
A feeling of weariness had overwhelmed him.
The faint, mad gleam of enthusiasm had come back into O’Brien’s face. He knew in advance what O’Brien would say.
That the Party did not seek power for its own ends, but only for the good of the majority.
That it sought power because men in the mass were frail, cowardly creatures who could not endure liberty or face the truth, and must be ruled over and systematically deceived by others who were stronger than themselves.
That the choice for mankind lay between freedom and happiness, and that, for the great bulk of mankind, happiness was better.
That the party was the eternal guardian of the weak, a dedicated sect doing evil that good might come, sacrificing its own happiness to that of others. The terrible thing, thought Winston, the terrible thing was that when O’Brien said this he would believe it.
You could see it in his face. O’Brien knew everything. A thousand times better than Winston he knew what the world was really like, in what degradation the mass of human beings lived and by what lies and barbarities the Party kept them there.














He had understood it all, weighed it all, and it made no difference: all was justified by the ultimate purpose.
What can you do, thought Winston, against the lunatic who is more intelligent than yourself, who gives your arguments a fair hearing and then simply persists in his lunacy?
‘You are ruling over us for our own good,’ he said feebly.
‘You believe that human beings are not fit to govern themselves, and therefore ——’
He started and almost cried out.
A pang of pain had shot through his body. O’Brien had pushed the lever of the dial up to thirty-five.
‘That was stupid, Winston, stupid!’ he said. ‘You should know better than to say a thing like that.’
He pulled the lever back and continued:
‘Now I will tell you the answer to my question.
It is this.
The Party seeks power entirely for its own sake.
We are not interested in the good of others; we are interested solely in power.
Not wealth or luxury or long life or happiness: only power, pure power. What pure power means you will understand presently. We are different from all the oligarchies of the past, in that we know what we are doing.
All the others, even those who resembled ourselves, were cowards and hypocrites.
The German Nazis and the Russian Communists came very close to us in their methods, but they never had the courage to recognize their own motives.
They pretended, perhaps they even believed, that they had seized power unwillingly and for a limited time, and that just round the corner there lay a paradise where human beings would be free and equal.
We are not like that.
We know that no one ever seizes power with the intention of relinquishing it. Power is not a means, it is an end.
One does not establish a dictatorship in order to safeguard a revolution; one makes the revolution in order to establish the dictatorship.
The object of persecution is persecution.
The object of torture is torture. The object of power is power. Now do you begin to understand me?’














The face of his torturer was so worn and tired

Winston was struck, as he had been struck before, by the tiredness of O’Brien’s face.
It was strong and fleshy and brutal, it was full of intelligence and a sort of controlled passion before which he felt himself helpless; but it was tired.
There were pouches under the eyes, the skin sagged from the cheekbones. O’Brien leaned over him, deliberately bringing the worn face nearer.
‘You are thinking,’ he said, ‘that my face is old and tired. You are thinking that I talk of power, and yet I am not even able to prevent the decay of my own body.
Can you not understand, Winston, that the individual is only a cell? The weariness of the cell is the vigour of the organism.
Do you die when you cut your fingernails?’














He turned away from the bed and began strolling up and down again, one hand in his pocket.
‘We are the priests of power,’ he said.
‘God is power. But at present power is only a word so far as you are concerned. It is time for you to gather some idea of what power means.
The first thing you must realize is that power is collective. The individual only has power in so far as he ceases to be an individual.
You know the Party slogan: “Freedom is Slavery”.
Has it ever occurred to you that it is reversible? Slavery is freedom.
Alone — free — the human being is always defeated.
It must be so, because every human being is doomed to die, which is the greatest of all failures.
But if he can make complete, utter submission, if he can escape from his identity, if he can merge himself in the Party so that he IS the Party, then he is all-powerful and immortal.
The second thing for you to realize is that power is power over human beings. Over the body — but, above all, over the mind. Power over matter — external reality, as you would call it — is not important. Already our control over matter is absolute.’














For a moment Winston ignored the dial.
He made a violent effort to raise himself into a sitting position, and merely succeeded in wrenching his body painfully.
‘But how can you control matter?’ he burst out.
‘You don’t even control the climate or the law of gravity. And there are disease, pain, death ——’
O’Brien silenced him by a movement of his hand.
‘We control matter because we control the mind. Reality is inside the skull. You will learn by degrees, Winston. There is nothing that we could not do. Invisibility, levitation — anything.
I could float off this floor like a soap bubble if I wish to.
I do not wish to, because the Party does not wish it. You must get rid of those nineteenth-century ideas about the laws of Nature.
We make the laws of Nature.’














‘But you do not! You are not even masters of this planet. What about Eurasia and Eastasia? You have not conquered them yet.’
‘Unimportant. We shall conquer them when it suits us. And if we did not, what difference would it make? We can shut them out of existence. Oceania is the world.’
‘But the world itself is only a speck of dust. And man is tiny — helpless! How long has he been in existence? For millions of years the earth was uninhabited.’
‘Nonsense. The earth is as old as we are, no older. How could it be older? Nothing exists except through human consciousness.’
‘But the rocks are full of the bones of extinct animals — mammoths and mastodons and enormous reptiles which lived here long before man was ever heard of.’
‘Have you ever seen those bones, Winston? Of course not. Nineteenth-century biologists invented them.
Before man there was nothing. After man, if he could come to an end, there would be nothing. Outside man there is nothing.’
‘But the whole universe is outside us. Look at the stars! Some of them are a million light-years away. They are out of our reach for ever.’
‘What are the stars?’ said O’Brien indifferently.
‘They are bits of fire a few kilometres away. We could reach them if we wanted to. Or we could blot them out. The earth is the centre of the universe. The sun and the stars go round it.’
Winston made another convulsive movement. This time he did not say anything. O’Brien continued as though answering a spoken objection:














‘For certain purposes, of course, that is not true. When we navigate the ocean, or when we predict an eclipse, we often find it convenient to assume that the earth goes round the sun and that the stars are millions upon millions of kilometres away.
But what of it? Do you suppose it is beyond us to produce a dual system of astronomy?
The stars can be near or distant, according as we need them. Do you suppose our mathematicians are unequal to that?
Have you forgotten doublethink?’
Winston shrank back upon the bed.
Whatever he said, the swift answer crushed him like a bludgeon.
And yet he knew, he KNEW, that he was in the right. The belief that nothing exists outside your own mind — surely there must be some way of demonstrating that it was false?
Had it not been exposed long ago as a fallacy?
There was even a name for it, which he had forgotten. A faint smile twitched the corners of O’Brien’s mouth as he looked down at him.
‘I told you, Winston,’ he said, ‘that metaphysics is not your strong point. The word you are trying to think of is solipsism.
But you are mistaken.
This is not solipsism. Collective solipsism, if you like. But that is a different thing: in fact, the opposite thing. All this is a digression,’ he added in a different tone.
‘The real power, the power we have to fight for night and day, is not power over things, but over men.’
He paused, and for a moment assumed again his air of a schoolmaster questioning a promising pupil:
‘How does one man assert his power over another, Winston?’
Winston thought. ‘By making him suffer,’ he said.
‘Exactly. By making him suffer. Obedience is not enough. Unless he is suffering, how can you be sure that he is obeying your will and not his own?
Power is in inflicting pain and humiliation. Power is in tearing human minds to pieces and putting them together again in new shapes of your own choosing. Do you begin to see, then, what kind of world we are creating?
It is the exact opposite of the stupid hedonistic Utopias that the old reformers imagined.
A world of fear and treachery and torment, a world of trampling and being trampled upon, a world which will grow not less but MORE merciless as it refines itself.
Progress in our world will be progress towards more pain. The old civilizations claimed that they were founded on love or justice.
Ours is founded upon hatred. In our world there will be no emotions except fear, rage, triumph, and self-abasement.
Everything else we shall destroy — everything. Already we are breaking down the habits of thought which have survived from before the Revolution.
We have cut the links between child and parent, and between man and man, and between man and woman.
No one dares trust a wife or a child or a friend any longer. But in the future there will be no wives and no friends.
Children will be taken from their mothers at birth, as one takes eggs from a hen.
The sex instinct will be eradicated.
Procreation will be an annual formality like the renewal of a ration card. We shall abolish the orgasm.
Our neurologists are at work upon it now. There will be no loyalty, except loyalty towards the Party.
There will be no love, except the love of Big Brother. There will be no laughter, except the laugh of triumph over a defeated enemy.
There will be no art, no literature, no science. When we are omnipotent we shall have no more need of science.
There will be no distinction between beauty and ugliness. There will be no curiosity, no enjoyment of the process of life. All competing pleasures will be destroyed. But always — do not forget this, Winston — always there will be the intoxication of power, constantly increasing and constantly growing subtler. Always, at every moment, there will be the thrill of victory, the sensation of trampling on an enemy who is helpless. If you want a picture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face — for ever.’



















Delusions of the confused mind

He paused as though he expected Winston to speak.
Winston had tried to shrink back into the surface of the bed again. He could not say anything.
His heart seemed to be frozen.
O’Brien went on:
‘And remember that it is for ever. The face will always be there to be stamped upon. The heretic, the enemy of society, will always be there, so that he can be defeated and humiliated over again.
Everything that you have undergone since you have been in our hands — all that will continue, and worse.
The espionage, the betrayals, the arrests, the tortures, the executions, the disappearances will never cease.
It will be a world of terror as much as a world of triumph. The more the Party is powerful, the less it will be tolerant: the weaker the opposition, the tighter the despotism. Goldstein and his heresies will live for ever.
Every day, at every moment, they will be defeated, discredited, ridiculed, spat upon and yet they will always survive.
This drama that I have played out with you during seven years will be played out over and over again generation after generation, always in subtler forms. Always we shall have the heretic here at our mercy, screaming with pain, broken up, contemptible — and in the end utterly penitent, saved from himself, crawling to our feet of his own accord.
That is the world that we are preparing, Winston.
A world of victory after victory, triumph after triumph after triumph: an endless pressing, pressing, pressing upon the nerve of power.
You are beginning, I can see, to realize what that world will be like.
But in the end you will do more than understand it. You will accept it, welcome it, become part of it.’
Winston had recovered himself sufficiently to speak. ‘You can’t!’ he said weakly.
‘What do you mean by that remark, Winston?’
‘You could not create such a world as you have just described. It is a dream. It is impossible.’
‘Why?’
‘It is impossible to found a civilization on fear and hatred and cruelty. It would never endure.’
‘Why not?’
‘It would have no vitality. It would disintegrate. It would commit suicide.’
‘Nonsense. You are under the impression that hatred is more exhausting than love. Why should it be? And if it were, what difference would that make? Suppose that we choose to wear ourselves out faster.
Suppose that we quicken the tempo of human life till men are senile at thirty.
Still what difference would it make? Can you not understand that the death of the individual is not death? The party is immortal.’
As usual, the voice had battered Winston into helplessness.
Moreover he was in dread that if he persisted in his disagreement O’Brien would twist the dial again.
And yet he could not keep silent.
Feebly, without arguments, with nothing to support him except his inarticulate horror of what O’Brien had said, he returned to the attack.
‘I don’t know — I don’t care. Somehow you will fail. Something will defeat you. Life will defeat you.’
‘We control life, Winston, at all its levels. You are imagining that there is something called human nature which will be outraged by what we do and will turn against us. But we create human nature.
Men are infinitely malleable. Or perhaps you have returned to your old idea that the proletarians or the slaves will arise and overthrow us.
Put it out of your mind. They are helpless, like the animals. Humanity is the Party. The others are outside — irrelevant.’
‘I don’t care. In the end they will beat you. Sooner or later they will see you for what you are, and then they will tear you to pieces.’
‘Do you see any evidence that that is happening? Or any reason why it should?’
‘No. I believe it. I KNOW that you will fail. There is something in the universe — I don’t know, some spirit, some principle — that you will never overcome.’
‘Do you believe in God, Winston?’
‘No.’
‘Then what is it, this principle that will defeat us?’
‘I don’t know. The spirit of Man.’
‘And do you consider yourself a man?’
‘Yes.’
‘If you are a man, Winston, you are the last man. Your kind is extinct; we are the inheritors. Do you understand that you are ALONE? You are outside history, you are non-existent.’
His manner changed and he said more harshly:
‘And you consider yourself morally superior to us, with our lies and our cruelty?’
‘Yes, I consider myself superior.’
O’Brien did not speak.
Two other voices were speaking.
After a moment Winston recognized one of them as his own.
It was a sound-track of the conversation he had had with O’Brien, on the night when he had enrolled himself in the Brotherhood.
He heard himself promising to lie, to steal, to forge, to murder, to encourage drug-taking and prostitution, to disseminate venereal diseases, to throw vitriol in a child’s face. O’Brien made a small impatient gesture, as though to say that the demonstration was hardly worth making.
Then he turned a switch and the voices stopped.
‘Get up from that bed,’ he said.
The bonds had loosened themselves. Winston lowered himself to the floor and stood up unsteadily.
‘You are the last man,’ said O’Brien. ‘You are the guardian of the human spirit. You shall see yourself as you are. Take off your clothes.’














Winston undid the bit of string that held his overalls together. The zip fastener had long since been wrenched out of them.
He could not remember whether at any time since his arrest he had taken off all his clothes at one time.
Beneath the overalls his body was looped with filthy yellowish rags, just recognizable as the remnants of underclothes. As he slid them to the ground he saw that there was a three-sided mirror at the far end of the room. He approached it, then stopped short.
An involuntary cry had broken out of him.
‘Go on,’ said O’Brien. ‘Stand between the wings of the mirror. You shall see the side view as well.’














He had stopped because he was frightened. A bowed, grey-coloured, skeleton-like thing was coming towards him.
Its actual appearance was frightening, and not merely the fact that he knew it to be himself.
He moved closer to the glass. The creature’s face seemed to be protruded, because of its bent carriage.
A forlorn, jailbird’s face with a nobby forehead running back into a bald scalp, a crooked nose, and battered-looking cheekbones above which his eyes were fierce and watchful. The cheeks were seamed, the mouth had a drawn-in look.
Certainly it was his own face, but it seemed to him that it had changed more than he had changed inside.
The emotions it registered would be different from the ones he felt. He had gone partially bald.
For the first moment he had thought that he had gone grey as well, but it was only the scalp that was grey.
Except for his hands and a circle of his face, his body was grey all over with ancient, ingrained dirt.
Here and there under the dirt there were the red scars of wounds, and near the ankle the varicose ulcer was an inflamed mass with flakes of skin peeling off it. But the truly frightening thing was the emaciation of his body.
The barrel of the ribs was as narrow as that of a skeleton: the legs had shrunk so that the knees were thicker than the thighs.
He saw now what O’Brien had meant about seeing the side view. The curvature of the spine was astonishing.
The thin shoulders were hunched forward so as to make a cavity of the chest, the scraggy neck seemed to be bending double under the weight of the skull. At a guess he would have said that it was the body of a man of sixty, suffering from some malignant disease.
‘You have thought sometimes,’ said O’Brien, ‘that my face — the face of a member of the Inner Party — looks old and worn. What do you think of your own face?’
He seized Winston’s shoulder and spun him round so that he was facing him.
‘Look at the condition you are in!’ he said.
‘Look at this filthy grime all over your body. Look at the dirt between your toes. Look at that disgusting running sore on your leg.
Do you know that you stink like a goat? Probably you have ceased to notice it. Look at your emaciation.
Do you see? I can make my thumb and forefinger meet round your bicep.
I could snap your neck like a carrot. Do you know that you have lost twenty-five kilograms since you have been in our hands?
Even your hair is coming out in handfuls. Look!’
He plucked at Winston’s head and brought away a tuft of hair.
‘Open your mouth. Nine, ten, eleven teeth left. How many had you when you came to us? And the few you have left are dropping out of your head.
Look here!’



















He seized one of Winston’s remaining front teeth between his powerful thumb and forefinger.
A twinge of pain shot through Winston’s jaw. O’Brien had wrenched the loose tooth out by the roots. He tossed it across the cell.
‘You are rotting away,’ he said; ‘you are falling to pieces. What are you? A bag of filth. Now turn around and look into that mirror again. Do you see that thing facing you? That is the last man. If you are human, that is humanity. Now put your clothes on again.’
Winston began to dress himself with slow stiff movements.
Until now he had not seemed to notice how thin and weak he was. Only one thought stirred in his mind: that he must have been in this place longer than he had imagined.
Then suddenly as he fixed the miserable rags round himself a feeling of pity for his ruined body overcame him.
Before he knew what he was doing he had collapsed on to a small stool that stood beside the bed and burst into tears.
He was aware of his ugliness, his gracelessness, a bundle of bones in filthy underclothes sitting weeping in the harsh white light: but he could not stop himself. O’Brien laid a hand on his shoulder, almost kindly.














‘It will not last for ever,’ he said. ‘You can escape from it whenever you choose. Everything depends on yourself.’
‘You did it!’ sobbed Winston. ‘You reduced me to this state.’
‘No, Winston, you reduced yourself to it. This is what you accepted when you set yourself up against the Party. It was all contained in that first act. Nothing has happened that you did not foresee.’
He paused, and then went on:
‘We have beaten you, Winston. We have broken you up. You have seen what your body is like. Your mind is in the same state. I do not think there can be much pride left in you. You have been kicked and flogged and insulted, you have screamed with pain, you have rolled on the floor in your own blood and vomit.
You have whimpered for mercy, you have betrayed everybody and everything. Can you think of a single degradation that has not happened to you?’
Winston had stopped weeping, though the tears were still oozing out of his eyes. He looked up at O’Brien.
‘I have not betrayed Julia,’ he said.
O’Brien looked down at him thoughtfully. ‘No,’ he said; ‘no; that is perfectly true. You have not betrayed Julia.’




















The peculiar reverence for O’Brien, which nothing seemed able to destroy, flooded Winston’s heart again.
How intelligent, he thought, how intelligent! Never did O’Brien fail to understand what was said to him.
Anyone else on earth would have answered promptly that he HAD betrayed Julia. For what was there that they had not screwed out of him under the torture?
He had told them everything he knew about her, her habits, her character, her past life; he had confessed in the most trivial detail everything that had happened at their meetings, all that he had said to her and she to him, their black-market meals, their adulteries, their vague plottings against the Party — everything.
And yet, in the sense in which he intended the word, he had not betrayed her.
He had not stopped loving her; his feelings towards her had remained the same. O’Brien had seen what he meant without the need for explanation.
‘Tell me,’ he said, ‘how soon will they shoot me?’ ‘It might be a long time,’ said O’Brien.
‘You are a difficult case. But don’t give up hope. Everyone is cured sooner or later. In the end we shall shoot you.’








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He was much better.
He was growing fatter and stronger every day, if it was proper to speak of days.



















The white light and the humming sound were the same as ever, but the cell was a little more comfortable than the others he had been in.
There was a pillow and a mattress on the plank bed, and a stool to sit on.
They had given him a bath, and they allowed him to wash himself fairly frequently in a tin basin. They even gave him warm water to wash with.
They had given him new underclothes and a clean suit of overalls. They had dressed his varicose ulcer with soothing ointment.
They had pulled out the remnants of his teeth and given him a new set of dentures.
Weeks or months must have passed.
It would have been possible now to keep count of the passage of time, if he had felt any interest in doing so, since he was being fed at what appeared to be regular intervals. He was getting, he judged, three meals in the twenty-four hours; sometimes he wondered dimly whether he was getting them by night or by day.
The food was surprisingly good, with meat at every third meal.














Once there was even a packet of cigarettes.
He had no matches, but the never-speaking guard who brought his food would give him a light.
The first time he tried to smoke it made him sick, but he persevered, and spun the packet out for a long time, smoking half a cigarette after each meal.
They had given him a white slate with a stump of pencil tied to the corner.
At first he made no use of it. Even when he was awake he was completely torpid.
Often he would lie from one meal to the next almost without stirring, sometimes asleep, sometimes waking into vague reveries in which it was too much trouble to open his eyes. He had long grown used to sleeping with a strong light on his face.
It seemed to make no difference, except that one’s dreams were more coherent.
He dreamed a great deal all through this time, and they were always happy dreams.
He was in the Golden Country, or he was sitting among enormous glorious, sunlit ruins, with his mother, with Julia, with O’Brien — not doing anything, merely sitting in the sun, talking of peaceful things.
Such thoughts as he had when he was awake were mostly about his dreams.














He seemed to have lost the power of intellectual effort, now that the stimulus of pain had been removed.
He was not bored, he had no desire for conversation or distraction.
Merely to be alone, not to be beaten or questioned, to have enough to eat, and to be clean all over, was completely satisfying.
By degrees he came to spend less time in sleep, but he still felt no impulse to get off the bed.
All he cared for was to lie quiet and feel the strength gathering in his body.
He would finger himself here and there, trying to make sure that it was not an illusion that his muscles were growing rounder and his skin tauter.
Finally it was established beyond a doubt that he was growing fatter; his thighs were now definitely thicker than his knees.
After that, reluctantly at first, he began exercising himself regularly.
In a little while he could walk three kilometres, measured by pacing the cell, and his bowed shoulders were growing straighter.
He attempted more elaborate exercises, and was astonished and humiliated to find what things he could not do.
He could not move out of a walk, he could not hold his stool out at arm’s length, he could not stand on one leg without falling over.
He squatted down on his heels, and found that with agonizing pains in thigh and calf he could just lift himself to a standing position.
He lay flat on his belly and tried to lift his weight by his hands.














It was hopeless, he could not raise himself a centimetre.
But after a few more days — a few more mealtimes — even that feat was accomplished.
A time came when he could do it six times running. He began to grow actually proud of his body, and to cherish an intermittent belief that his face also was growing back to normal.
Only when he chanced to put his hand on his bald scalp did he remember the seamed, ruined face that had looked back at him out of the mirror.
His mind grew more active.
He sat down on the plank bed, his back against the wall and the slate on his knees, and set to work deliberately at the task of re-educating himself.
He had capitulated, that was agreed.
In reality, as he saw now, he had been ready to capitulate long before he had taken the decision.
From the moment when he was inside the Ministry of Love — and yes, even during those minutes when he and Julia had stood helpless while the iron voice from the telescreen told them what to do — he had grasped the frivolity, the shallowness of his attempt to set himself up against the power of the Party.














He knew now that for seven years the Thought Police had watched him like a beetle under a magnifying glass.
There was no physical act, no word spoken aloud, that they had not noticed, no train of thought that they had not been able to infer.
Even the speck of whitish dust on the cover of his diary they had carefully replaced.
They had played sound-tracks to him, shown him photographs. Some of them were photographs of Julia and himself.
Yes, even . . . He could not fight against the Party any longer.
Besides, the Party was in the right. It must be so; how could the immortal, collective brain be mistaken?
By what external standard could you check its judgements? Sanity was statistical.
It was merely a question of learning to think as they thought.
Only ——!
























The pencil felt thick and awkward in his fingers. He began to write down the thoughts that came into his head.
He wrote first in large clumsy capitals:
FREEDOM IS SLAVERY
Then almost without a pause he wrote beneath it:
TWO AND TWO MAKE FIVE
But then there came a sort of check.



















His mind, as though shying away from something, seemed unable to concentrate.
He knew that he knew what came next, but for the moment he could not recall it.
When he did recall it, it was only by consciously reasoning out what it must be: it did not come of its own accord.
He wrote:
GOD IS POWER



















With each new breath, the alternate lie changed without ever changing anything

He accepted everything.
The past was alterable.
The past never had been altered.
Oceania was at war with Eastasia.
Oceania had always been at war with Eastasia.
Jones, Aaronson, and Rutherford were guilty of the crimes they were charged with.
He had never seen the photograph that disproved their guilt.
It had never existed, he had invented it. He remembered remembering contrary things, but those were false memories, products of self-deception.















How easy it all was!
Only surrender, and everything else followed.
It was like swimming against a current that swept you backwards however hard you struggled, and then suddenly deciding to turn round and go with the current instead of opposing it.
Nothing had changed except your own attitude: the predestined thing happened in any case.
He hardly knew why he had ever rebelled. Everything was easy, except ——!











Anything could be true.
The so-called laws of Nature were nonsense.
The law of gravity was nonsense.
‘If I wished,’ O’Brien had said, ‘I could float off this floor like a soap bubble.’ Winston worked it out.
‘If he THINKS he floats off the floor, and if I simultaneously THINK I see him do it, then the thing happens.
’ Suddenly, like a lump of submerged wreckage breaking the surface of water, the thought burst into his mind:
‘It doesn’t really happen. We imagine it. It is hallucination.’
He pushed the thought under instantly.
The fallacy was obvious.
It presupposed that somewhere or other, outside oneself, there was a ‘real’ world where ‘real’ things happened.
But how could there be such a world? What knowledge have we of anything, save through our own minds? All happenings are in the mind.
Whatever happens in all minds, truly happens.











He had no difficulty in disposing of the fallacy, and he was in no danger of succumbing to it.
He realized, nevertheless, that it ought never to have occurred to him.
The mind should develop a blind spot whenever a dangerous thought presented itself. The process should be automatic, instinctive. CRIMESTOP, they called it in Newspeak.
He set to work to exercise himself in crimestop.
He presented himself with propositions —‘the Party says the earth is flat’, ‘the party says that ice is heavier than water’— and trained himself in not seeing or not understanding the arguments that contradicted them.
It was not easy.
It needed great powers of reasoning and improvisation.
The arithmetical problems raised, for instance, by such a statement as ‘two and two make five’ were beyond his intellectual grasp.
It needed also a sort of athleticism of mind, an ability at one moment to make the most delicate use of logic and at the next to be unconscious of the crudest logical errors. Stupidity was as necessary as intelligence, and as difficult to attain.











All the while, with one part of his mind, he wondered how soon they would shoot him.
‘Everything depends on yourself,’ O’Brien had said; but he knew that there was no conscious act by which he could bring it nearer.
It might be ten minutes hence, or ten years. They might keep him for years in solitary confinement, they might send him to a labour-camp, they might release him for a while, as they sometimes did.
It was perfectly possible that before he was shot the whole drama of his arrest and interrogation would be enacted all over again.
The one certain thing was that death never came at an expected moment.
The tradition — the unspoken tradition: somehow you knew it, though you never heard it said — was that they shot you from behind; always in the back of the head, without warning, as you walked down a corridor from cell to cell.











One day — but ‘one day’ was not the right expression; just as probably it was in the middle of the night: once — he fell into a strange, blissful reverie.
He was walking down the corridor, waiting for the bullet.
He knew that it was coming in another moment.
Everything was settled, smoothed out, reconciled. There were no more doubts, no more arguments, no more pain, no more fear.
His body was healthy and strong.
He walked easily, with a joy of movement and with a feeling of walking in sunlight. He was not any longer in the narrow white corridors in the Ministry of Love, he was in the enormous sunlit passage, a kilometre wide, down which he had seemed to walk in the delirium induced by drugs.
He was in the Golden Country, following the foot-track across the old rabbit-cropped pasture.
He could feel the short springy turf under his feet and the gentle sunshine on his face. At the edge of the field were the elm trees, faintly stirring, and somewhere beyond that was the stream where the dace lay in the green pools under the willows.
Suddenly he started up with a shock of horror. The sweat broke out on his backbone. He had heard himself cry aloud:
‘Julia! Julia! Julia, my love! Julia!’















He still called for her name

For a moment he had had an overwhelming hallucination of her presence.
She had seemed to be not merely with him, but inside him.
It was as though she had got into the texture of his skin. In that moment he had loved her far more than he had ever done when they were together and free.
Also he knew that somewhere or other she was still alive and needed his help.
He lay back on the bed and tried to compose himself.
What had he done? How many years had he added to his servitude by that moment of weakness?
In another moment he would hear the tramp of boots outside.
They could not let such an outburst go unpunished.
They would know now, if they had not known before, that he was breaking the agreement he had made with them.
He obeyed the Party, but he still hated the Party.
In the old days he had hidden a heretical mind beneath an appearance of conformity. Now he had retreated a step further: in the mind he had surrendered, but he had hoped to keep the inner heart inviolate.
He knew that he was in the wrong, but he preferred to be in the wrong.
They would understand that — O’Brien would understand it. It was all confessed in that single foolish cry.















He would have to start all over again.
It might take years. He ran a hand over his face, trying to familiarize himself with the new shape.
There were deep furrows in the cheeks, the cheekbones felt sharp, the nose flattened.
Besides, since last seeing himself in the glass he had been given a complete new set of teeth.
It was not easy to preserve inscrutability when you did not know what your face looked like.
In any case, mere control of the features was not enough. For the first time he perceived that if you want to keep a secret you must also hide it from yourself.
You must know all the while that it is there, but until it is needed you must never let it emerge into your consciousness in any shape that could be given a name.















From now onwards he must not only think right; he must feel right, dream right.
And all the while he must keep his hatred locked up inside him like a ball of matter which was part of himself and yet unconnected with the rest of him, a kind of cyst.
One day they would decide to shoot him.
You could not tell when it would happen, but a few seconds beforehand it should be possible to guess.
It was always from behind, walking down a corridor.
Ten seconds would be enough.











In that time the world inside him could turn over.
And then suddenly, without a word uttered, without a check in his step, without the changing of a line in his face — suddenly the camouflage would be down and bang! would go the batteries of his hatred.
Hatred would fill him like an enormous roaring flame.
And almost in the same instant bang! would go the bullet, too late, or too early.
They would have blown his brain to pieces before they could reclaim it.
The heretical thought would be unpunished, unrepented, out of their reach for ever. They would have blown a hole in their own perfection.
To die hating them, that was freedom.















He shut his eyes.
It was more difficult than accepting an intellectual discipline.
It was a question of degrading himself, mutilating himself. He had got to plunge into the filthiest of filth.
What was the most horrible, sickening thing of all? He thought of Big Brother.
The enormous face (because of constantly seeing it on posters he always thought of it as being a metre wide), with its heavy black moustache and the eyes that followed you to and fro, seemed to float into his mind of its own accord.
What were his true feelings towards Big Brother?
There was a heavy tramp of boots in the passage. The steel door swung open with a clang.
O’Brien walked into the cell. Behind him were the waxen-faced officer and the black-uniformed guards.
‘Get up,’ said O’Brien. ‘Come here.’















Winston stood opposite him.
O’Brien took Winston’s shoulders between his strong hands and looked at him closely.
‘You have had thoughts of deceiving me,’ he said.
‘That was stupid. Stand up straighter. Look me in the face.’
He paused, and went on in a gentler tone:
‘You are improving. Intellectually there is very little wrong with you. It is only emotionally that you have failed to make progress. Tell me, Winston — and remember, no lies: you know that I am always able to detect a lie — tell me, what are your true feelings towards Big Brother?’
‘I hate him.’
‘You hate him. Good. Then the time has come for you to take the last step. You must love Big Brother. It is not enough to obey him: you must love him.’
He released Winston with a little push towards the guards.
‘Room 101,’ he said.















He wondered





[ if they

all

simply

lived

in

the heart

of

the crystal ]





























































At each stage of his imprisonment he had known, or seemed to know, whereabouts he was in the windowless building.
Possibly there were slight differences in the air pressure. The cells where the guards had beaten him were below ground level.
The room where he had been interrogated by O’Brien was high up near the roof.
This place was many metres underground, as deep down as it was possible to go.











It was bigger than most of the cells he had been in.
But he hardly noticed his surroundings. All he noticed was that there were two small tables straight in front of him, each covered with green baize.
One was only a metre or two from him, the other was further away, near the door. He was strapped upright in a chair, so tightly that he could move nothing, not even his head.
A sort of pad gripped his head from behind, forcing him to look straight in front of him.
For a moment he was alone, then the door opened and O’Brien came in.















The hatred inside room 101

‘You asked me once,’ said O’Brien, ‘what was in Room 101. I told you that you knew the answer already. Everyone knows it. The thing that is in Room 101 is the worst thing in the world.’
The door opened again.
A guard came in, carrying something made of wire, a box or basket of some kind.
He set it down on the further table. Because of the position in which O’Brien was standing. Winston could not see what the thing was.
‘The worst thing in the world,’ said O’Brien, ‘varies from individual to individual. It may be burial alive, or death by fire, or by drowning, or by impalement, or fifty other deaths. There are cases where it is some quite trivial thing, not even fatal.’
He had moved a little to one side, so that Winston had a better view of the thing on the table.
It was an oblong wire cage with a handle on top for carrying it by.
Fixed to the front of it was something that looked like a fencing mask, with the concave side outwards.
Although it was three or four metres away from him, he could see that the cage was divided lengthways into two compartments, and that there was some kind of creature in each. They were rats.
‘In your case,’ said O’Brien, ‘the worst thing in the world happens to be rats.’
A sort of premonitory tremor, a fear of he was not certain what, had passed through Winston as soon as he caught his first glimpse of the cage.
But at this moment the meaning of the mask-like attachment in front of it suddenly sank into him. His bowels seemed to turn to water.
‘You can’t do that!’ he cried out in a high cracked voice. ‘You couldn’t, you couldn’t! It’s impossible.’
‘Do you remember,’ said O’Brien, ‘the moment of panic that used to occur in your dreams? There was a wall of blackness in front of you, and a roaring sound in your ears. There was something terrible on the other side of the wall.
You knew that you knew what it was, but you dared not drag it into the open. It was the rats that were on the other side of the wall.’
‘O’Brien!’ said Winston, making an effort to control his voice. ‘You know this is not necessary. What is it that you want me to do?’















O’Brien made no direct answer.
When he spoke it was in the schoolmasterish manner that he sometimes affected.
He looked thoughtfully into the distance, as though he were addressing an audience somewhere behind Winston’s back.
‘By itself,’ he said, ‘pain is not always enough. There are occasions when a human being will stand out against pain, even to the point of death.
But for everyone there is something unendurable — something that cannot be contemplated. Courage and cowardice are not involved.
If you are falling from a height it is not cowardly to clutch at a rope. If you have come up from deep water it is not cowardly to fill your lungs with air.
It is merely an instinct which cannot be destroyed.
It is the same with the rats. For you, they are unendurable.
They are a form of pressure that you cannot withstand, even if you wished to. You will do what is required of you.’
‘But what is it, what is it? How can I do it if I don’t know what it is?’















O’Brien picked up the cage and brought it across to the nearer table.
He set it down carefully on the baize cloth.
Winston could hear the blood singing in his ears. He had the feeling of sitting in utter loneliness.
He was in the middle of a great empty plain, a flat desert drenched with sunlight, across which all sounds came to him out of immense distances.
Yet the cage with the rats was not two metres away from him. They were enormous rats.
They were at the age when a rat’s muzzle grows blunt and fierce and his fur brown instead of grey.
‘The rat,’ said O’Brien, still addressing his invisible audience, ‘although a rodent, is carnivorous.
You are aware of that.
You will have heard of the things that happen in the poor quarters of this town.
In some streets a woman dare not leave her baby alone in the house, even for five minutes.
The rats are certain to attack it.
Within quite a small time they will strip it to the bones. They also attack sick or dying people. They show astonishing intelligence in knowing when a human being is helpless.’











There was an outburst of squeals from the cage.
It seemed to reach Winston from far away.
The rats were fighting; they were trying to get at each other through the partition.
He heard also a deep groan of despair. That, too, seemed to come from outside himself.
O’Brien picked up the cage, and, as he did so, pressed something in it.
There was a sharp click.
Winston made a frantic effort to tear himself loose from the chair.
It was hopeless; every part of him, even his head, was held immovably.
O’Brien moved the cage nearer. It was less than a metre from Winston’s face.
‘I have pressed the first lever,’ said O’Brien.
‘You understand the construction of this cage. The mask will fit over your head, leaving no exit. When I press this other lever, the door of the cage will slide up. These starving brutes will shoot out of it like bullets. Have you ever seen a rat leap through the air? They will leap on to your face and bore straight into it. Sometimes they attack the eyes first. Sometimes they burrow through the cheeks and devour the tongue.’















The cage was nearer; it was closing in. Winston heard a succession of shrill cries which appeared to be occurring in the air above his head.
But he fought furiously against his panic.
To think, to think, even with a split second left — to think was the only hope.
Suddenly the foul musty odour of the brutes struck his nostrils.
There was a violent convulsion of nausea inside him, and he almost lost consciousness.
Everything had gone black. For an instant he was insane, a screaming animal.
Yet he came out of the blackness clutching an idea.
There was one and only one way to save himself.
He must interpose another human being, the BODY of another human being, between himself and the rats.















The circle of the mask was large enough now to shut out the vision of anything else.
The wire door was a couple of hand-spans from his face. The rats knew what was coming now.
One of them was leaping up and down, the other, an old scaly grandfather of the sewers, stood up, with his pink hands against the bars, and fiercely sniffed the air.
Winston could see the whiskers and the yellow teeth. Again the black panic took hold of him. He was blind, helpless, mindless.
‘It was a common punishment in Imperial China,’ said O’Brien as didactically as ever.















The mask was closing on his face.
The wire brushed his cheek. And then — no, it was not relief, only hope, a tiny fragment of hope.
Too late, perhaps too late.
But he had suddenly understood that in the whole world there was just ONE person to whom he could transfer his punishment — ONE body that he could thrust between himself and the rats. And he was shouting frantically, over and over.
‘Do it to Julia! Do it to Julia! Not me! Julia! I don’t care what you do to her. Tear her face off, strip her to the bones. Not me! Julia! Not me!’

He was falling backwards, into enormous depths, away from the rats.
He was still strapped in the chair, but he had fallen through the floor, through the walls of the building, through the earth, through the oceans, through the atmosphere, into outer space, into the gulfs between the stars — always away, away, away from the rats.
He was light years distant, but O’Brien was still standing at his side.
There was still the cold touch of wire against his cheek.
But through the darkness that enveloped him he heard another metallic click, and knew that the cage door had clicked shut and not open.









In your eyes

I see

the truth

that lay

inside

And he

Wondered

about that

dark absent void




















































The Chestnut Tree was almost empty.
A ray of sunlight slanting through a window fell on dusty table-tops.
It was the lonely hour of fifteen. A tinny music trickled from the telescreens.
Winston sat in his usual corner, gazing into an empty glass.
Now and again he glanced up at a vast face which eyed him from the opposite wall.
BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU, the caption said.
Unbidden, a waiter came and filled his glass up with Victory Gin, shaking into it a few drops from another bottle with a quill through the cork.
It was saccharine flavoured with cloves, the speciality of the cafe.















Winston was listening to the telescreen.
At present only music was coming out of it, but there was a possibility that at any moment there might be a special bulletin from the Ministry of Peace. The news from the African front was disquieting in the extreme.
On and off he had been worrying about it all day.
A Eurasian army (Oceania was at war with Eurasia: Oceania had always been at war with Eurasia) was moving southward at terrifying speed.
The mid-day bulletin had not mentioned any definite area, but it was probable that already the mouth of the Congo was a battlefield.
Brazzaville and Leopoldville were in danger.
One did not have to look at the map to see what it meant.
It was not merely a question of losing Central Africa: for the first time in the whole war, the territory of Oceania itself was menaced.















War

A violent emotion, not fear exactly but a sort of undifferentiated excitement, flared up in him, then faded again.
He stopped thinking about the war.
In these days he could never fix his mind on any one subject for more than a few moments at a time.
He picked up his glass and drained it at a gulp. As always, the gin made him shudder and even retch slightly. The stuff was horrible.
The cloves and saccharine, themselves disgusting enough in their sickly way, could not disguise the flat oily smell; and what was worst of all was that the smell of gin, which dwelt with him night and day, was inextricably mixed up in his mind with the smell of those ——















He never named them, even in his thoughts, and so far as it was possible he never visualized them.
They were something that he was half-aware of, hovering close to his face, a smell that clung to his nostrils.
As the gin rose in him he belched through purple lips.
He had grown fatter since they released him, and had regained his old colour — indeed, more than regained it.
His features had thickened, the skin on nose and cheekbones was coarsely red, even the bald scalp was too deep a pink.
A waiter, again unbidden, brought the chessboard and the current issue of ‘The Times’, with the page turned down at the chess problem.
Then, seeing that Winston’s glass was empty, he brought the gin bottle and filled it.
There was no need to give orders.
They knew his habits.
The chessboard was always waiting for him, his corner table was always reserved; even when the place was full he had it to himself, since nobody cared to be seen sitting too close to him.















He never even bothered to count his drinks.
At irregular intervals they presented him with a dirty slip of paper which they said was the bill, but he had the impression that they always undercharged him.
It would have made no difference if it had been the other way about.
He had always plenty of money nowadays. He even had a job, a sinecure, more highly-paid than his old job had been.
The music from the telescreen stopped and a voice took over.
Winston raised his head to listen.
No bulletins from the front, however. It was merely a brief announcement from the Ministry of Plenty.
In the preceding quarter, it appeared, the Tenth Three-Year Plan’s quota for bootlaces had been overfulfilled by 98 per cent.















He examined the chess problem and set out the pieces.
It was a tricky ending, involving a couple of knights.
‘White to play and mate in two moves.’ Winston looked up at the portrait of Big Brother.
White always mates, he thought with a sort of cloudy mysticism.
Always, without exception, it is so arranged. In no chess problem since the beginning of the world has black ever won.
Did it not symbolize the eternal, unvarying triumph of Good over Evil? The huge face gazed back at him, full of calm power.
White always mates.















The voice from the telescreen paused and added in a different and much graver tone:
‘You are warned to stand by for an important announcement at fifteen-thirty. Fifteen-thirty! This is news of the highest importance.
Take care not to miss it. Fifteen-thirty!’ The tinkling music struck up again.















Winston’s heart stirred.
That was the bulletin from the front; instinct told him that it was bad news that was coming.
All day, with little spurts of excitement, the thought of a smashing defeat in Africa had been in and out of his mind.
He seemed actually to see the Eurasian army swarming across the never-broken frontier and pouring down into the tip of Africa like a column of ants.
Why had it not been possible to outflank them in some way?
The outline of the West African coast stood out vividly in his mind.
He picked up the white knight and moved it across the board.
THERE was the proper spot.
Even while he saw the black horde racing southward he saw another force, mysteriously assembled, suddenly planted in their rear, cutting their communications by land and sea. He felt that by willing it he was bringing that other force into existence.
But it was necessary to act quickly.
If they could get control of the whole of Africa, if they had airfields and submarine bases at the Cape, it would cut Oceania in two.
















It might mean anything: defeat, breakdown, the redivision of the world, the destruction of the Party!
He drew a deep breath.
An extraordinary medley of feeling — but it was not a medley, exactly; rather it was successive layers of feeling, in which one could not say which layer was undermost — struggled inside him.
The spasm passed.
He put the white knight back in its place, but for the moment he could not settle down to serious study of the chess problem.
His thoughts wandered again. Almost unconsciously he traced with his finger in the dust on the table:
2+2=5















‘They can’t get inside you,’ she had said.
But they could get inside you.
‘What happens to you here is FOR EVER,’ O’Brien had said.
That was a true word.
There were things, your own acts, from which you could never recover. Something was killed in your breast: burnt out, cauterized out.
He had seen her; he had even spoken to her.
There was no danger in it.
He knew as though instinctively that they now took almost no interest in his doings.
He could have arranged to meet her a second time if either of them had wanted to.
Actually it was by chance that they had met. It was in the Park, on a vile, biting day in March, when the earth was like iron and all the grass seemed dead and there was not a bud anywhere except a few crocuses which had pushed themselves up to be dismembered by the wind.
He was hurrying along with frozen hands and watering eyes when he saw her not ten metres away from him.
It struck him at once that she had changed in some ill-defined way.
They almost passed one another without a sign, then he turned and followed her, not very eagerly.
He knew that there was no danger, nobody would take any interest in him. She did not speak.
She walked obliquely away across the grass as though trying to get rid of him, then seemed to resign herself to having him at her side.
Presently they were in among a clump of ragged leafless shrubs, useless either for concealment or as protection from the wind.
They halted.
It was vilely cold.
The wind whistled through the twigs and fretted the occasional, dirty-looking crocuses. He put his arm round her waist.















There was no telescreen, but there must be hidden microphones: besides, they could be seen.
It did not matter, nothing mattered.
They could have lain down on the ground and done THAT if they had wanted to.
His flesh froze with horror at the thought of it.
She made no response whatever to the clasp of his arm; she did not even try to disengage herself.
He knew now what had changed in her.
Her face was sallower, and there was a long scar, partly hidden by the hair, across her forehead and temple; but that was not the change.
It was that her waist had grown thicker, and, in a surprising way, had stiffened.
He remembered how once, after the explosion of a rocket bomb, he had helped to drag a corpse out of some ruins, and had been astonished not only by the incredible weight of the thing, but by its rigidity and awkwardness to handle, which made it seem more like stone than flesh.
Her body felt like that.
It occurred to him that the texture of her skin would be quite different from what it had once been.















He did not attempt to kiss her, nor did they speak. As they walked back across the grass, she looked directly at him for the first time.
It was only a momentary glance, full of contempt and dislike.
He wondered whether it was a dislike that came purely out of the past or whether it was inspired also by his bloated face and the water that the wind kept squeezing from his eyes.
They sat down on two iron chairs, side by side but not too close together.
He saw that she was about to speak.
She moved her clumsy shoe a few centimetres and deliberately crushed a twig. Her feet seemed to have grown broader, he noticed.
‘I betrayed you,’ she said baldly.
‘I betrayed you,’ he said.
She gave him another quick look of dislike.
‘Sometimes,’ she said, ‘they threaten you with something something you can’t stand up to, can’t even think about. And then you say, “Don’t do it to me, do it to somebody else, do it to so-and-so.”
And perhaps you might pretend, afterwards, that it was only a trick and that you just said it to make them stop and didn’t really mean it.
But that isn’t true. At the time when it happens you do mean it.
You think there’s no other way of saving yourself, and you’re quite ready to save yourself that way. You WANT it to happen to the other person.
You don’t give a damn what they suffer. All you care about is yourself.’
‘All you care about is yourself,’ he echoed.
‘And after that, you don’t feel the same towards the other person any longer.’
‘No,’ he said, ‘you don’t feel the same.’















There did not seem to be anything more to say.
The wind plastered their thin overalls against their bodies.
Almost at once it became embarrassing to sit there in silence: besides, it was too cold to keep still. ‘We must meet again,’ he said.
‘Yes,’ she said, ‘we must meet again.’















He followed irresolutely for a little distance, half a pace behind her.
They did not speak again. She did not actually try to shake him off, but walked at just such a speed as to prevent his keeping abreast of her.
He had made up his mind that he would accompany her as far as the Tube station, but suddenly this process of trailing along in the cold seemed pointless and unbearable.
He was overwhelmed by a desire not so much to get away from Julia as to get back to the Chestnut Tree Cafe, which had never seemed so attractive as at this moment.
He had a nostalgic vision of his corner table, with the newspaper and the chessboard and the ever-flowing gin.
Above all, it would be warm in there.
The next moment, not altogether by accident, he allowed himself to become separated from her by a small knot of people.
He made a half-hearted attempt to catch up, then slowed down, turned, and made off in the opposite direction.
When he had gone fifty metres he looked back.
The street was not crowded, but already he could not distinguish her.
Any one of a dozen hurrying figures might have been hers. Perhaps her thickened, stiffened body was no longer recognizable from behind.















Julia

‘At the time when it happens,’ she had said, ‘you do mean it.’
He had meant it.
He had not merely said it, he had wished it.
He had wished that she and not he should be delivered over to the ——
Something changed in the music that trickled from the telescreen.
A cracked and jeering note, a yellow note, came into it. And then — perhaps it was not happening, perhaps it was only a memory taking on the semblance of sound — a voice was singing:
‘Under the spreading chestnut tree
I sold you and you sold me ——’
The tears welled up in his eyes. A passing waiter noticed that his glass was empty and came back with the gin bottle.
He took up his glass and sniffed at it.
The stuff grew not less but more horrible with every mouthful he drank.
But it had become the element he swam in. It was his life, his death, and his resurrection.
It was gin that sank him into stupor every night, and gin that revived him every morning.
When he woke, seldom before eleven hundred, with gummed-up eyelids and fiery mouth and a back that seemed to be broken, it would have been impossible even to rise from the horizontal if it had not been for the bottle and teacup placed beside the bed overnight.















Through the midday hours he sat with glazed face, the bottle handy, listening to the telescreen. From fifteen to closing-time he was a fixture in the Chestnut Tree.
No one cared what he did any longer, no whistle woke him, no telescreen admonished him.
Occasionally, perhaps twice a week, he went to a dusty, forgotten-looking office in the Ministry of Truth and did a little work, or what was called work.
He had been appointed to a sub-committee of a sub-committee which had sprouted from one of the innumerable committees dealing with minor difficulties that arose in the compilation of the Eleventh Edition of the Newspeak Dictionary.
They were engaged in producing something called an Interim Report, but what it was that they were reporting on he had never definitely found out.
It was something to do with the question of whether commas should be placed inside brackets, or outside.
There were four others on the committee, all of them persons similar to himself.
There were days when they assembled and then promptly dispersed again, frankly admitting to one another that there was not really anything to be done.
But there were other days when they settled down to their work almost eagerly, making a tremendous show of entering up their minutes and drafting long memoranda which were never finished — when the argument as to what they were supposedly arguing about grew extraordinarily involved and abstruse, with subtle haggling over definitions, enormous digressions, quarrels — threats, even, to appeal to higher authority.















And then suddenly the life would go out of them and they would sit round the table looking at one another with extinct eyes, like ghosts fading at cock-crow.
The telescreen was silent for a moment.
Winston raised his head again.
The bulletin! But no, they were merely changing the music.
He had the map of Africa behind his eyelids.
The movement of the armies was a diagram: a black arrow tearing vertically southward, and a white arrow horizontally eastward, across the tail of the first. As though for reassurance he looked up at the imperturbable face in the portrait.
Was it conceivable that the second arrow did not even exist?















His interest flagged again.
He drank another mouthful of gin, picked up the white knight and made a tentative move.
Check.
But it was evidently not the right move, because ——
Uncalled, a memory floated into his mind.
He saw a candle-lit room with a vast white-counterpaned bed, and himself, a boy of nine or ten, sitting on the floor, shaking a dice-box, and laughing excitedly. His mother was sitting opposite him and also laughing.
It must have been about a month before she disappeared.
It was a moment of reconciliation, when the nagging hunger in his belly was forgotten and his earlier affection for her had temporarily revived.
He remembered the day well, a pelting, drenching day when the water streamed down the window-pane and the light indoors was too dull to read by.
The boredom of the two children in the dark, cramped bedroom became unbearable.
Winston whined and grizzled, made futile demands for food, fretted about the room pulling everything out of place and kicking the wainscoting until the neighbours banged on the wall, while the younger child wailed intermittently.
In the end his mother said,
‘Now be good, and I’ll buy you a toy. A lovely toy — you’ll love it’; and then she had gone out in the rain, to a little general shop which was still sporadically open nearby, and came back with a cardboard box containing an outfit of Snakes and Ladders.















He could still remember the smell of the damp cardboard.
It was a miserable outfit.
The board was cracked and the tiny wooden dice were so ill-cut that they would hardly lie on their sides.
Winston looked at the thing sulkily and without interest. But then his mother lit a piece of candle and they sat down on the floor to play.
Soon he was wildly excited and shouting with laughter as the tiddly-winks climbed hopefully up the ladders and then came slithering down the snakes again, almost to the starting-point.
They played eight games, winning four each.
His tiny sister, too young to understand what the game was about, had sat propped up against a bolster, laughing because the others were laughing.
For a whole afternoon they had all been happy together, as in his earlier childhood.















He pushed the picture out of his mind.
It was a false memory.
He was troubled by false memories occasionally.
They did not matter so long as one knew them for what they were. Some things had happened, others had not happened.
He turned back to the chessboard and picked up the white knight again.
Almost in the same instant it dropped on to the board with a clatter. He had started as though a pin had run into him.















A shrill trumpet-call had pierced the air. It was the bulletin!
Victory!
It always meant victory when a trumpet-call preceded the news.
A sort of electric drill ran through the cafe. Even the waiters had started and pricked up their ears.















The trumpet-call had let loose an enormous volume of noise.
Already an excited voice was gabbling from the telescreen, but even as it started it was almost drowned by a roar of cheering from outside.
The news had run round the streets like magic.
He could hear just enough of what was issuing from the telescreen to realize that it had all happened, as he had foreseen; a vast seaborne armada had secretly assembled a sudden blow in the enemy’s rear, the white arrow tearing across the tail of the black.
Fragments of triumphant phrases pushed themselves through the din:
‘Vast strategic manoeuvre — perfect co-ordination — utter rout — half a million prisoners — complete demoralization — control of the whole of Africa — bring the war within measurable distance of its end — victory — greatest victory in human history — victory, victory, victory!’



















Under the table Winston’s feet made convulsive movements.
He had not stirred from his seat, but in his mind he was running, swiftly running, he was with the crowds outside, cheering himself deaf.
He looked up again at the portrait of Big Brother.
The colossus that bestrode the world!
The rock against which the hordes of Asia dashed themselves in vain!
He thought how ten minutes ago — yes, only ten minutes — there had still been equivocation in his heart as he wondered whether the news from the front would be of victory or defeat.
Ah, it was more than a Eurasian army that had perished!
Much had changed in him since that first day in the Ministry of Love, but the final, indispensable, healing change had never happened, until this moment.















The voice from the telescreen was still pouring forth its tale of prisoners and booty and slaughter, but the shouting outside had died down a little.
The waiters were turning back to their work.
One of them approached with the gin bottle.
Winston, sitting in a blissful dream, paid no attention as his glass was filled up.
He was not running or cheering any longer.
He was back in the Ministry of Love, with everything forgiven, his soul white as snow.
He was in the public dock, confessing everything, implicating everybody.
He was walking down the white-tiled corridor, with the feeling of walking in sunlight, and an armed guard at his back.
The long-hoped-for bullet was entering his brain.















He gazed up at the enormous face.
Forty years it had taken him to learn what kind of smile was hidden beneath the dark moustache.
O cruel, needless misunderstanding! O stubborn, self-willed exile from the loving breast! Two gin-scented tears trickled down the sides of his nose.
But it was all right, everything was all right, the struggle was finished. He had won the victory over himself. He loved Big Brother.
















































Newspeak was the official language of Oceania and had been devised to meet the ideological needs of Ingsoc, or English Socialism.
In the year 1984 there was not as yet anyone who used Newspeak as his sole means of communication, either in speech or writing.
The leading articles in ‘The Times’ were written in it, but this was a TOUR DE FORCE which could only be carried out by a specialist.















It was expected that Newspeak would have finally superseded Oldspeak (or Standard English, as we should call it) by about the year 2050. Meanwhile it gained ground steadily, all Party members tending to use Newspeak words and grammatical constructions more and more in their everyday speech. The version in use in 1984, and embodied in the Ninth and Tenth Editions of the Newspeak Dictionary, was a provisional one, and contained many superfluous words and archaic formations which were due to be suppressed later. It is with the final, perfected version, as embodied in the Eleventh Edition of the Dictionary, that we are concerned here.
The purpose of Newspeak was not only to provide a medium of expression for the world-view and mental habits proper to the devotees of Ingsoc, but to make all other modes of thought impossible. It was intended that when Newspeak had been adopted once and for all and Oldspeak forgotten, a heretical thought — that is, a thought diverging from the principles of Ingsoc — should be literally unthinkable, at least so far as thought is dependent on words. Its vocabulary was so constructed as to give exact and often very subtle expression to every meaning that a Party member could properly wish to express, while excluding all other meanings and also the possibility of arriving at them by indirect methods. This was done partly by the invention of new words, but chiefly by eliminating undesirable words and by stripping such words as remained of unorthodox meanings, and so far as possible of all secondary meanings whatever. To give a single example. The word FREE still existed in Newspeak, but it could only be used in such statements as ‘This dog is free from lice’ or ‘This field is free from weeds’. It could not be used in its old sense of ‘politically free’ or ‘intellectually free’ since political and intellectual freedom no longer existed even as concepts, and were therefore of necessity nameless. Quite apart from the suppression of definitely heretical words, reduction of vocabulary was regarded as an end in itself, and no word that could be dispensed with was allowed to survive. Newspeak was designed not to extend but to DIMINISH the range of thought, and this purpose was indirectly assisted by cutting the choice of words down to a minimum.











Newspeak was founded on the English language as we now know it, though many Newspeak sentences, even when not containing newly-created words, would be barely intelligible to an English-speaker of our own day. Newspeak words were divided into three distinct classes, known as the A vocabulary, the B vocabulary (also called compound words), and the C vocabulary. It will be simpler to discuss each class separately, but the grammatical peculiarities of the language can be dealt with in the section devoted to the A vocabulary, since the same rules held good for all three categories.
THE A VOCABULARY. The A vocabulary consisted of the words needed for the business of everyday life — for such things as eating, drinking, working, putting on one’s clothes, going up and down stairs, riding in vehicles, gardening, cooking, and the like. It was composed almost entirely of words that we already possess words like HIT, RUN, DOG, TREE, SUGAR, HOUSE, FIELD— but in comparison with the present-day English vocabulary their number was extremely small, while their meanings were far more rigidly defined. All ambiguities and shades of meaning had been purged out of them. So far as it could be achieved, a Newspeak word of this class was simply a staccato sound expressing ONE clearly understood concept. It would have been quite impossible to use the A vocabulary for literary purposes or for political or philosophical discussion. It was intended only to express simple, purposive thoughts, usually involving concrete objects or physical actions.















The grammar of Newspeak had two outstanding peculiarities. The first of these was an almost complete interchangeability between different parts of speech. Any word in the language (in principle this applied even to very abstract words such as IF or WHEN) could be used either as verb, noun, adjective, or adverb. Between the verb and the noun form, when they were of the same root, there was never any variation, this rule of itself involving the destruction of many archaic forms. The word THOUGHT, for example, did not exist in Newspeak. Its place was taken by THINK, which did duty for both noun and verb. No etymological principle was followed here: in some cases it was the original noun that was chosen for retention, in other cases the verb. Even where a noun and verb of kindred meaning were not etymologically connected, one or other of them was frequently suppressed. There was, for example, no such word as CUT, its meaning being sufficiently covered by the noun-verb KNIFE. Adjectives were formed by adding the suffix — FUL to the noun-verb, and adverbs by adding — WISE. Thus for example, SPEEDFUL meant ‘rapid’ and SPEEDWISE meant ‘quickly’. Certain of our present-day adjectives, such as GOOD, STRONG, BIG, BLACK, SOFT, were retained, but their total number was very small. There was little need for them, since almost any adjectival meaning could be arrived at by adding — FUL to a noun-verb. None of the now-existing adverbs was retained, except for a very few already ending in — WISE: the — WISE termination was invariable. The word WELL, for example, was replaced by GOODWISE.
In addition, any word — this again applied in principle to every word in the language — could be negatived by adding the affix UN-, or could be strengthened by the affix PLUS-, or, for still greater emphasis, DOUBLEPLUS-. Thus, for example, UNCOLD meant ‘warm’, while PLUSCOLD and DOUBLEPLUSCOLD meant, respectively, ‘very cold’ and ‘superlatively cold’. It was also possible, as in present-day English, to modify the meaning of almost any word by prepositional affixes such as ANTE-, POST-, UP-, DOWN-, etc. By such methods it was found possible to bring about an enormous diminution of vocabulary. Given, for instance, the word GOOD, there was no need for such a word as BAD, since the required meaning was equally well — indeed, better — expressed by UNGOOD. All that was necessary, in any case where two words formed a natural pair of opposites, was to decide which of them to suppress. DARK, for example, could be replaced by UNLIGHT, or LIGHT by UNDARK, according to preference.











The second distinguishing mark of Newspeak grammar was its regularity. Subject to a few exceptions which are mentioned below all inflexions followed the same rules. Thus, in all verbs the preterite and the past participle were the same and ended in — ED. The preterite of STEAL was STEALED, the preterite of THINK was THINKED, and so on throughout the language, all such forms as SWAM, GAVE, BROUGHT, SPOKE, TAKEN, etc., being abolished. All plurals were made by adding — S or — ES as the case might be. The plurals OF MAN, OX, LIFE, were MANS, OXES, LIFES. Comparison of adjectives was invariably made by adding — ER, — EST (GOOD, GOODER, GOODEST), irregular forms and the MORE, MOST formation being suppressed.
The only classes of words that were still allowed to inflect irregularly were the pronouns, the relatives, the demonstrative adjectives, and the auxiliary verbs. All of these followed their ancient usage, except that WHOM had been scrapped as unnecessary, and the SHALL, SHOULD tenses had been dropped, all their uses being covered by WILL and WOULD. There were also certain irregularities in word-formation arising out of the need for rapid and easy speech. A word which was difficult to utter, or was liable to be incorrectly heard, was held to be ipso facto a bad word; occasionally therefore, for the sake of euphony, extra letters were inserted into a word or an archaic formation was retained. But this need made itself felt chiefly in connexion with the B vocabulary. WHY so great an importance was attached to ease of pronunciation will be made clear later in this essay.















THE B VOCABULARY. The B vocabulary consisted of words which had been deliberately constructed for political purposes: words, that is to say, which not only had in every case a political implication, but were intended to impose a desirable mental attitude upon the person using them. Without a full understanding of the principles of Ingsoc it was difficult to use these words correctly. In some cases they could be translated into Oldspeak, or even into words taken from the A vocabulary, but this usually demanded a long paraphrase and always involved the loss of certain overtones. The B words were a sort of verbal shorthand, often packing whole ranges of ideas into a few syllables, and at the same time more accurate and forcible than ordinary language.
The B words were in all cases compound words. [Compound words such as SPEAKWRITE, were of course to be found in the A vocabulary, but these were merely convenient abbreviations and had no special ideological colour.] They consisted of two or more words, or portions of words, welded together in an easily pronounceable form. The resulting amalgam was always a noun-verb, and inflected according to the ordinary rules. To take a single example: the word GOODTHINK, meaning, very roughly, ‘orthodoxy’, or, if one chose to regard it as a verb, ‘to think in an orthodox manner’. This inflected as follows: noun-verb, GOODTHINK; past tense and past participle, GOODTHINKED; present participle, GOOD-THINKING; adjective, GOODTHINKFUL; adverb, GOODTHINKWISE; verbal noun, GOODTHINKER.











The B words were not constructed on any etymological plan. The words of which they were made up could be any parts of speech, and could be placed in any order and mutilated in any way which made them easy to pronounce while indicating their derivation. In the word CRIMETHINK (thoughtcrime), for instance, the THINK came second, whereas in THINKPOL (Thought Police) it came first, and in the latter word POLICE had lost its second syllable. Because of the great difficulty in securing euphony, irregular formations were commoner in the B vocabulary than in the A vocabulary. For example, the adjective forms of MINITRUE, MINIPAX, and MINILUV were, respectively, MINITRUTHFUL, MINIPEACEFUL, and MINILOVELY, simply because — TRUEFUL, -PAXFUL, and — LOVEFUL were slightly awkward to pronounce. In principle, however, all B words could inflect, and all inflected in exactly the same way.
Some of the B words had highly subtilized meanings, barely intelligible to anyone who had not mastered the language as a whole. Consider, for example, such a typical sentence from a ‘Times’ leading article as OLDTHINKERS UNBELLYFEEL INGSOC. The shortest rendering that one could make of this in Oldspeak would be: ‘Those whose ideas were formed before the Revolution cannot have a full emotional understanding of the principles of English Socialism.’ But this is not an adequate translation. To begin with, in order to grasp the full meaning of the Newspeak sentence quoted above, one would have to have a clear idea of what is meant by INGSOC. And in addition, only a person thoroughly grounded in Ingsoc could appreciate the full force of the word BELLYFEEL, which implied a blind, enthusiastic acceptance difficult to imagine today; or of the word OLDTHINK, which was inextricably mixed up with the idea of wickedness and decadence. But the special function of certain Newspeak words, of which OLDTHINK was one, was not so much to express meanings as to destroy them. These words, necessarily few in number, had had their meanings extended until they contained within themselves whole batteries of words which, as they were sufficiently covered by a single comprehensive term, could now be scrapped and forgotten. The greatest difficulty facing the compilers of the Newspeak Dictionary was not to invent new words, but, having invented them, to make sure what they meant: to make sure, that is to say, what ranges of words they cancelled by their existence.















As we have already seen in the case of the word FREE, words which had once borne a heretical meaning were sometimes retained for the sake of convenience, but only with the undesirable meanings purged out of them. Countless other words such as HONOUR, JUSTICE, MORALITY, INTERNATIONALISM, DEMOCRACY, SCIENCE, and RELIGION had simply ceased to exist. A few blanket words covered them, and, in covering them, abolished them. All words grouping themselves round the concepts of liberty and equality, for instance, were contained in the single word CRIMETHINK, while all words grouping themselves round the concepts of objectivity and rationalism were contained in the single word OLDTHINK. Greater precision would have been dangerous. What was required in a Party member was an outlook similar to that of the ancient Hebrew who knew, without knowing much else, that all nations other than his own worshipped ‘false gods’. He did not need to know that these gods were called Baal, Osiris, Moloch, Ashtaroth, and the like: probably the less he knew about them the better for his orthodoxy. He knew Jehovah and the commandments of Jehovah: he knew, therefore, that all gods with other names or other attributes were false gods. In somewhat the same way, the party member knew what constituted right conduct, and in exceedingly vague, generalized terms he knew what kinds of departure from it were possible. His sexual life, for example, was entirely regulated by the two Newspeak words SEXCRIME (sexual immorality) and GOODSEX (chastity). SEXCRIME covered all sexual misdeeds whatever. It covered fornication, adultery, homosexuality, and other perversions, and, in addition, normal intercourse practised for its own sake. There was no need to enumerate them separately, since they were all equally culpable, and, in principle, all punishable by death. In the C vocabulary, which consisted of scientific and technical words, it might be necessary to give specialized names to certain sexual aberrations, but the ordinary citizen had no need of them. He knew what was meant by GOODSEX— that is to say, normal intercourse between man and wife, for the sole purpose of begetting children, and without physical pleasure on the part of the woman: all else was SEXCRIME. In Newspeak it was seldom possible to follow a heretical thought further than the perception that it WAS heretical: beyond that point the necessary words were nonexistent.















No word in the B vocabulary was ideologically neutral. A great many were euphemisms. Such words, for instance, as JOYCAMP (forced-labour camp) or MINIPAX (Ministry of Peace, i.e. Ministry of War) meant almost the exact opposite of what they appeared to mean. Some words, on the other hand, displayed a frank and contemptuous understanding of the real nature of Oceanic society. An example was PROLEFEED, meaning the rubbishy entertainment and spurious news which the Party handed out to the masses. Other words, again, were ambivalent, having the connotation ‘good’ when applied to the Party and ‘bad’ when applied to its enemies. But in addition there were great numbers of words which at first sight appeared to be mere abbreviations and which derived their ideological colour not from their meaning, but from their structure.
So far as it could be contrived, everything that had or might have political significance of any kind was fitted into the B vocabulary. The name of every organization, or body of people, or doctrine, or country, or institution, or public building, was invariably cut down into the familiar shape; that is, a single easily pronounced word with the smallest number of syllables that would preserve the original derivation. In the Ministry of Truth, for example, the Records Department, in which Winston Smith worked, was called RECDEP, the Fiction Department was called FICDEP, the Teleprogrammes Department was called TELEDEP, and so on. This was not done solely with the object of saving time. Even in the early decades of the twentieth century, telescoped words and phrases had been one of the characteristic features of political language; and it had been noticed that the tendency to use abbreviations of this kind was most marked in totalitarian countries and totalitarian organizations. Examples were such words as NAZI, GESTAPO, COMINTERN, INPRECORR, AGITPROP. In the beginning the practice had been adopted as it were instinctively, but in Newspeak it was used with a conscious purpose. It was perceived that in thus abbreviating a name one narrowed and subtly altered its meaning, by cutting out most of the associations that would otherwise cling to it. The words COMMUNIST INTERNATIONAL, for instance, call up a composite picture of universal human brotherhood, red flags, barricades, Karl Marx, and the Paris Commune. The word COMINTERN, on the other hand, suggests merely a tightly-knit organization and a well-defined body of doctrine. It refers to something almost as easily recognized, and as limited in purpose, as a chair or a table. COMINTERN is a word that can be uttered almost without taking thought, whereas COMMUNIST INTERNATIONAL is a phrase over which one is obliged to linger at least momentarily. In the same way, the associations called up by a word like MINITRUE are fewer and more controllable than those called up by MINISTRY OF TRUTH. This accounted not only for the habit of abbreviating whenever possible, but also for the almost exaggerated care that was taken to make every word easily pronounceable.















In Newspeak, euphony outweighed every consideration other than exactitude of meaning. Regularity of grammar was always sacrificed to it when it seemed necessary. And rightly so, since what was required, above all for political purposes, was short clipped words of unmistakable meaning which could be uttered rapidly and which roused the minimum of echoes in the speaker’s mind. The words of the B vocabulary even gained in force from the fact that nearly all of them were very much alike. Almost invariably these words — GOODTHINK, MINIPAX, PROLEFEED, SEXCRIME, JOYCAMP, INGSOC, BELLYFEEL, THINKPOL, and countless others — were words of two or three syllables, with the stress distributed equally between the first syllable and the last. The use of them encouraged a gabbling style of speech, at once staccato and monotonous. And this was exactly what was aimed at. The intention was to make speech, and especially speech on any subject not ideologically neutral, as nearly as possible independent of consciousness. For the purposes of everyday life it was no doubt necessary, or sometimes necessary, to reflect before speaking, but a Party member called upon to make a political or ethical judgement should be able to spray forth the correct opinions as automatically as a machine gun spraying forth bullets. His training fitted him to do this, the language gave him an almost foolproof instrument, and the texture of the words, with their harsh sound and a certain wilful ugliness which was in accord with the spirit of Ingsoc, assisted the process still further.
So did the fact of having very few words to choose from. Relative to our own, the Newspeak vocabulary was tiny, and new ways of reducing it were constantly being devised. Newspeak, indeed, differed from most all other languages in that its vocabulary grew smaller instead of larger every year. Each reduction was a gain, since the smaller the area of choice, the smaller the temptation to take thought. Ultimately it was hoped to make articulate speech issue from the larynx without involving the higher brain centres at all. This aim was frankly admitted in the Newspeak word DUCKSPEAK, meaning ‘to quack like a duck’. Like various other words in the B vocabulary, DUCKSPEAK was ambivalent in meaning. Provided that the opinions which were quacked out were orthodox ones, it implied nothing but praise, and when ‘The Times’ referred to one of the orators of the Party as a DOUBLEPLUSGOOD DUCKSPEAKER it was paying a warm and valued compliment.
THE C VOCABULARY. The C vocabulary was supplementary to the others and consisted entirely of scientific and technical terms. These resembled the scientific terms in use today, and were constructed from the same roots, but the usual care was taken to define them rigidly and strip them of undesirable meanings. They followed the same grammatical rules as the words in the other two vocabularies. Very few of the C words had any currency either in everyday speech or in political speech. Any scientific worker or technician could find all the words he needed in the list devoted to his own speciality, but he seldom had more than a smattering of the words occurring in the other lists. Only a very few words were common to all lists, and there was no vocabulary expressing the function of Science as a habit of mind, or a method of thought, irrespective of its particular branches. There was, indeed, no word for ‘Science’, any meaning that it could possibly bear being already sufficiently covered by the word INGSOC.
From the foregoing account it will be seen that in Newspeak the expression of unorthodox opinions, above a very low level, was well-nigh impossible. It was of course possible to utter heresies of a very crude kind, a species of blasphemy. It would have been possible, for example, to say BIG BROTHER IS UNGOOD. But this statement, which to an orthodox ear merely conveyed a self-evident absurdity, could not have been sustained by reasoned argument, because the necessary words were not available. Ideas inimical to Ingsoc could only be entertained in a vague wordless form, and could only be named in very broad terms which lumped together and condemned whole groups of heresies without defining them in doing so. One could, in fact, only use Newspeak for unorthodox purposes by illegitimately translating some of the words back into Oldspeak. For example, ALL MANS ARE EQUAL was a possible Newspeak sentence, but only in the same sense in which ALL MEN ARE REDHAIRED is a possible Oldspeak sentence. It did not contain a grammatical error, but it expressed a palpable untruth — i.e. that all men are of equal size, weight, or strength. The concept of political equality no longer existed, and this secondary meaning had accordingly been purged out of the word EQUAL. In 1984, when Oldspeak was still the normal means of communication, the danger theoretically existed that in using Newspeak words one might remember their original meanings. In practice it was not difficult for any person well grounded in DOUBLETHINK to avoid doing this, but within a couple of generations even the possibility of such a lapse would have vanished. A person growing up with Newspeak as his sole language would no more know that EQUAL had once had the secondary meaning of ‘politically equal’, or that FREE had once meant ‘intellectually free’, than for instance, a person who had never heard of chess would be aware of the secondary meanings attaching to QUEEN and ROOK. There would be many crimes and errors which it would be beyond his power to commit, simply because they were nameless and therefore unimaginable. And it was to be foreseen that with the passage of time the distinguishing characteristics of Newspeak would become more and more pronounced — its words growing fewer and fewer, their meanings more and more rigid, and the chance of putting them to improper uses always diminishing.
When Oldspeak had been once and for all superseded, the last link with the past would have been severed. History had already been rewritten, but fragments of the literature of the past survived here and there, imperfectly censored, and so long as one retained one’s knowledge of Oldspeak it was possible to read them. In the future such fragments, even if they chanced to survive, would be unintelligible and untranslatable. It was impossible to translate any passage of Oldspeak into Newspeak unless it either referred to some technical process or some very simple everyday action, or was already orthodox (GOODTHINKFUL would be the Newspeak expression) in tendency. In practice this meant that no book written before approximately 1960 could be translated as a whole. Pre-revolutionary literature could only be subjected to ideological translation — that is, alteration in sense as well as language. Take for example the well-known passage from the Declaration of Independence:
WE HOLD THESE TRUTHS TO BE SELF-EVIDENT, THAT ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL, THAT THEY ARE ENDOWED BY THEIR CREATOR WITH CERTAIN INALIENABLE RIGHTS, THAT AMONG THESE ARE LIFE, LIBERTY, AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS. THAT TO SECURE THESE RIGHTS, GOVERNMENTS ARE INSTITUTED AMONG MEN, DERIVING THEIR POWERS FROM THE CONSENT OF THE GOVERNED. THAT WHENEVER ANY FORM OF GOVERNMENT BECOMES DESTRUCTIVE OF THOSE ENDS, IT IS THE RIGHT OF THE PEOPLE TO ALTER OR ABOLISH IT, AND TO INSTITUTE NEW GOVERNMENT . . .
It would have been quite impossible to render this into Newspeak while keeping to the sense of the original.
The nearest one could come to doing so would be to swallow the whole passage up in the single word CRIMETHINK.
A full translation could only be an ideological translation, whereby Jefferson’s words would be changed into a panegyric on absolute government.















A good deal of the literature of the past was, indeed, already being transformed in this way.
Considerations of prestige made it desirable to preserve the memory of certain historical figures, while at the same time bringing their achievements into line with the philosophy of Ingsoc.
Various writers, such as Shakespeare, Milton, Swift, Byron, Dickens, and some others were therefore in process of translation: when the task had been completed, their original writings, with all else that survived of the literature of the past, would be destroyed.
These translations were a slow and difficult business, and it was not expected that they would be finished before the first or second decade of the twenty-first century.















There were also large quantities of merely utilitarian literature — indispensable technical manuals, and the like — that had to be treated in the same way.
It was chiefly in order to allow time for the preliminary work of translation that the final adoption of Newspeak had been fixed for so late a date as 2050.























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    A 2028AD stand alone sci-fi short story.



    'The Musk colony' as it was informally called could right now be thought of as a real but still very challenged success simply because the fleet had actually managed to reach their destination and somewhat to his own surprise, the entire fleet was still operational, bruised but functional.
    And considering how space travel and logistics had been prone to so many errors in the decades leading up to their unparalleled launch, the fact that they were all here, it was nothing but amazing. Taken for granted by the crew, by now at least, but still nothing but amazing.

    And while it was true, that they still had not actually put any human feet on the ground. Or even landed a single ship or UAV.
    We had reached our destination.

  • Warfare by Megaponera analis. A day in the life of termites and ants and what it can tell us about the importance of Earth day, science and fact based education.

    Quality time needed: 9 minutes


    Warfare by Megaponera analis.
    The Science of healthy living.



    They came marching in at dawn, shoulder to shoulder they formed long winding columns of wordless but well-armed soldiers in gleaming dark armor that stretched as long as the eye could see. 500 men passed us by with the rising sun painting the light of this new day behind their backs. But this would not be a day of peaceful tranquility under the light of the rising sun, instead, the sun rose up from beneath the horizon as the herald of war and death in what we all knew would turn out be just another day in their relentless campaign.

  • Healthy living: The bad health curse of smoking, almost 7 million dead people and 150 million health related issues in one year due to smoking.

    Quality time needed: 5 minutes


    150 million health related issues in one year.
    The Science of healthy living.



    Almost 7 million dead people around the world in one single year ( 2015 ), due to smoking.
    Making it account for 11.5% of worldwide deaths during 2015.
    Out of the roughly 7 million dead people, 52.2% lived in four countries, China, India, the USA, and Russia.

    13 countries, Australia, Brazil, China, Denmark, Dominican Republic, Iceland, Kenya, the Netherlands, New Zealand, Norway, Sweden, Switzerland, and the USA have showed significant year-to-year rates of decline of smoking between 1990 and 2015.

    But while an increasingly lower percentage of the global population keep up with the filthy and unhealthy habit of smoking, as time goes by due to our global population increase the total number of smokers is still going up, and it is now close to 1 billion people!.

  • This is a story of salt: The female perspective, your health and the 2.5 million people that die worldwide every single year due to excessive salt consumption.

    Quality time needed: 12 minutes


    A story of salt, the outcome, your health & the female picture.
    The Science of healthy living.



    Let us start from the tail of the end. Because we all know that every good tale comes equipped with an end that makes the rest of the story worth reading.
    And as such, the developing story of salt is a story of the roughly 2.5 million deaths around the world which could be prevented each year if global salt consumption was to be reduced below the recommended levels.

  • Health: A life of health and fitness is in truth exactly like a game of chess.

    Quality time needed: 5 minutes


    A life of fitness is a game of chess.
    The Science of healthy living.



    When it comes down to health and fitness, and the cerebral battlefield of chess the simple truth is that they are very much alike.
    There are no unearthly and illogical surprises waiting in the dark of night that will upend and change the actual fabric of the landscape.
    Your opponent can not cast fiery magic and summon demons from the netherworld to do their bidding.
    Instead what we have is a beautifully defined field of known and still developing, yet for now, unknown for you and me facts and variables, and the vast amount of personal choices those known, but evolving facts allows us to make.

    And at every step of that personal journey, chess and fitness will leave you standing as the sole commander, at a vast field made up of pure facts and deductive knowledge and the cause and consequences that every single choice will give birth to.

  • MMA and 'The People that Bleed': Meet Brad Picket.

    Quality time needed: 3 minutes


    The People that bleed
    UFC fighter Brad Picket



    'The people that bleed' is our own label for a series of videos, all produced by UFC, that I feel show us a more real and nuanced, intimate perhaps view of the actual soul and personality of the real human being that makes up the flesh and bone, heart and thoughts behind the bravado and attitude of the MMA fighter persona.

    In this 9 minutes long video, we get to meet Brad Picket (25-14 MMA, 5-9 UFC), a tiny blue collar sized UK based fighter whom retired after his final UFC fight on march 18, 2017 against Brandon Vera.

  • Health & Fitness: The unhealthy reality of the MMA style weight cut. A BBC documentary.

    Quality time needed: 7 minutes


    The Unhealthy Practice of MMA weight cutting
    The Science of a Healthy Life



    For most people getting a bit more fit, and healthy by eating cleaner food and less calories and working out more is a great life improving choice.
    And for most, that will lead to health improving reductions in unhealthy body fat levels and body weight. But as we previously talked about in another article, when you are already in shape, rocking a fit and toned body, eating healthy amounts of healthy food, doing weights and cardio, there comes a limit where dropping even more in body weight and body fat becomes damaging and unhealthy instead of health and fitness improving.

    And beyond that basic reality, you have the insanity of MMA and Boxing weight cuts that far to many pro fighters go through just so they can fight in a weight class that they are to athletic and big to actually be fighting in.
    I am saying that because MMA style weight cutting is not something that anyone interested in health and fitness should ever do.
    Period.

    Neither should pro fighters in my own opinion. In a ideal world you would be the only one doing MMA style weight cuts, allowing you to fight people 20 to 30 lbs smaller than you, with much shorter leg and arm reach, 20+lbs less muscle mass and all the disadvantage that would give them in strength, endurance, strike impact and absorption.
    But you see, when every other fighter do the same weight cut, no one benefits, and everybody suffers from the exact same detrimental and unhealthy exhaustion that MMA style weight cuts are. With less fitness come fight night and potentially worse health for the long haul as the only real result.

  • Health & Fitness: Daily Milk, Fruit and Vegetable consumption, in relation to your mortality rate and health.

    Quality time needed: 10 minutes


    Dairy for the fit and healthy guidelines
    The Science of a Healthy Life



    Time and science continually march forward, and that is a thing of utmost beauty. But that simple fact also requires all of us to keep an open mind towards the way we do our own fit and healthy life so that we can continually adapt and improve as we uncover new layers of scientifically established health and fitness knowledge, and at times, accept that new health and fitness science-based knowledge might force us to change direction and toss out old established "truths".

    So today we find ourselves in a brave new world where a comprehensive Swedish study covering the health impact of daily dairy and fruit consumption ended up giving us so much new scientifically based knowledge about our health and food choices that the time has come to update our "dairy for the fit and healthy guidelines".

    Organic and sugar-free yogurt is still with us, while milk is completely tossed to the side, yes even lactose-free milk gets the boot out my door.
    Why you might ask?
    Well, the answer is simply put science baby, adapt or die :).

    Milk is as far as we understand it right now causing real health issues over time that simply do not happen when you consume sugar-free yogurt or no dairy at all.
    This Swedish study involved close to 200 000 people, and the accumulated data over several years indicates that a high milk consumption shortens individuals life span through increased oxidative stress and inflammation caused by that daily milk consumption.
    And as such milk has to go since yogurt provides all the same high-quality nutrition as milk and thus, all the benefits of dairy can be met through organic, sugar-free yogurt without risking the by now, strongly implicated long-term health issues associated with drinking milk.

  • Science: The Euphoric Flight of Creativity and what hides inside our mind.

    Quality time needed: 3 minutes


    The Essence of Creativity, Hides Inside our Minds
    The Science of a Healthy Life



    The Cerebellum inside our individual selfs will dance its very best only to its own bidding. Hidden away, inside and behind the curtain of what we consider our conscious thoughts, our "little brain" powers on with magnificent poise.

    The small, behind the scene part of what we think of as our brain, is despite its small size (The Cerebellum makes up about 10% of homo sapiens total brain volume) commandeering the majority of our brains neurons.

  • Science: Air Pollution and dementia. Global pollution and unhealth, and the link to mortality rates for children under 5.

    Quality time needed: 7 minutes


    Air Pollution and our health
    The factual Science of a Healthy Life, updated with WHO data, march 2017



    Science continually spits out more reasons in a never ending string as to why anyone interested in their own health and body should also be caring for a sustainable society and world.
    As if it is not already bad enough with modern day life´s annoying sidekick, air pollution, causing cancer, asthma and respiratory diseases and crazy smog in a growing number of cities. We can now add dementia to the list of unpleasant and unhealthy effects that life in any unsustainable society will cause through air pollution.


    Swedish researchers at Umeå University have uncovered compelling evidence for a direct link between air pollution and dementia. The run down is that if you happen to live in an area that leaves you exposed to air pollution you will run a 40 percent greater risk of developing Alzheimer's disease and vascular dementia compared to if you would have chosen to live in a city with healthier air and environment.

  • Book: "Legend of the Stone Cutter'', is a short fantasy adaptation of a man that wished for ever more . Originally written by the authors Brother Grimm with minor writing by Mike Koontz. This is an 1 hour long bed time read.




    Kid Friendly
    UHD book reading video TBA
    Short story ( coffee break bite )
    The legend of the stone cutter is often thought of as a Japanese folktale. But there are also seeds of pagan Europe and other parts of Asia in its many origins and crossroads.

    It weaves the tale of a poor man, plagued with unhappiness for his own lot in life. This man worked as a highly skilled but poorly paid stonecutter, and one day he simply came to the conclusion that enough was enough and that he deserved so much more than who he was. His wish for transformative change came to be through the aid of a supernatural being, and with that his greedy appetite for a world of ever more was awoken, until one day he had come full circle and reached a state of peace with himself.
    Written by no one, and everyone.
    Before this slightly altered version, the German authors Brothers Grimm put their thoughts to the pen, but you also had the Scottish author Andrew Lang writing his very own version of the stone cutter. And there have been countless of Asian authors and Nordic ones throughout history, before and after the Brothers Grimm. And as such, I am sure, many others that told their own version of this old folktale, because like the wind, this is an ageless story about life and man, and like the wind I am sure that it will both transform and stay the same for thousands of years to come.
    Enjoy the read!.

    Photography and web adaptation and minor writing by Mike Koontz
    2017, a Norse View Imaging and Publishing

  • Book: "The Juniper Tree'', is a short fantasy crime drama about a family murder and rebirth. Written by the authors Brother Grimm . This is an 1 hour long 'monster under the bed' bed time read.




    Kid Friendly but spooky "monster under the bed" read.
    UHD book reading video TBA
    Short story (One Evening Bed time read)
    Juniper tree is one of more then 200 collected fictional fantasy stories from the Brothers Grimm, and like most of those stories they are in turn somewhat based on older myths and lore, and other fairy tales from around the world, and at times the two brothers own previous work.
    The original translation was made by Margaret Taylor
    Enjoy the read!.

    Photography and web adaptation by Mike Koontz
    2017, a Norse View Imaging and Publishing

  • Book: "Dalyrimple'', is a short crime drama about the wayward dreams we all can weave at every crossroad. Written by author F Scott Fitzgerald. This is an 1 hour long bed time read.




    Suitable for teens and up. Explicit storytelling and events.
    UHD book reading video TBA
    Short story (One Evening Bed time read)
    Dalyrimple tells the tale of young "Bryan Dalyrimple" that straight out of war tries his hands at his first real job embarking on a wayward journey before hopefully finding his way.
    Enjoy the read!.

    Photography and web adaptation and minor writing: Mike Koontz
    2017, a Norse View Imaging and Publishing

  • Healthy living: When protein face off with protein, what comes out on top? Red meat, plants, nuts, dairy?. And how will it impact health, strength and even the effects of old age.

    Quality time needed: 6 minutes


    Meat vs Plant when Protein gets to battle Protein & age.
    The Science of a healthy Life



    In a recently published study, we got to take a pretty comprehensive look at nearly 3,000 men and women all aged between 19 and 72.
    The study participants complete protein intake as well as all the various protein and food sources they consumed was measured. Including various dairy products, red meat and the healthier fish & chicken and plant-based protein sources. Beyond that the study also made sure to measure each participants lean muscle mass, their bone density, and individual strength.

    The takeaway?.
    When looking at the complete study, it was evident ( and to no surprise ) that the less protein you consumed the lower amount of muscle mass and strength. But to the surprise of some, the type of protein each person favored did not have any impact on their strength and musculoskeletal health, and there were no differences based on gender or age group.

    So keep active, eat healthy and make sure to include enough protein, and yeah, skip that red meat based protein right away because it provides zero health and fitness benefit for anyone.

  • Book: "Morella'', a short descent down the haunting hallways of Edgar Allan Poe´s maze like mind. Written by author Edgar Allan Poe. 20 minute coffee break bite sized snack.




    Suitable for teens and up. Explicit storytelling and events.
    UHD book reading video TBA
    Short story (coffee break bite)
    Let us describe the short coffee break bite sized story Morella with Edgars own words.
    "I kept no reckoning of time or place, and the stars of my fate faded from heaven, and therefore the earth grew dark, and its figures passed by me like flitting shadows, and among them all I beheld only — Morella"
    Enjoy!.

    Photography and web adaptation: Mike Koontz
    2017, a Norse View Imaging and Publishing

  • Space & Science: The flight across the black void and Kaguyas observations of Earth and the way we shower our lunar friend with oxygen.

    Quality time needed: 7 minutes


    On continuous gusts of solar wind mixed with terrestrial ions Earth shower the moon with earthborn oxygen
    The Science of Life



    Outside our blue wonders shielded atmosphere, the coldness of space is filled with the burning solar wind. The dust and speckles of stars, radiation, vacuum and alien stuff like dark matter and gigantic black holes. It is a marvel of glorious destruction and life that continuously mix and merge outside our calm home, organic chaos tearing down and building new life things across the vastness of time and our Universe.

    And amongst it all, somehow, each month, Earth fires up its magnetic shields as we position ourselves between the sun and the moon, and for five whole day´s we Earthlings shower our cute little friend with Earthbound oxygen and organic matter.
    In other words, we colonize and shape the very fabric of the alien entity we call the moon with Earthborn biological life and air, organic matter traveling from our blue marble all the way to the moon through the dark void on the winds of the sun.

  • The global Environment Performance Index: Scandinavia sweeps the top 4 as the worlds best.

    Quality time needed: 8 minutes
     
     

     

    Environmental Performance Index
     Scandinavia leads the world
    The Science of a healthy life

     

    2016 years Environmental Performance Index tells us in one more way, what we already know, and that is that Scandinavia is one hell of a wonderful place to live. The world's four best nations according to the index are all Scandinavians with Finland, Iceland, and Sweden being the only 3 nations in the world with an EPI score above 90.
    ( All three still have plenty of room to improve much more, and obviously do need to improve much more. )
    And just behind that trio, ranked as number four in the world is Denmark. So, just what is the Environmental Performance Index? Read on to find out.

  • Book: "1984''. Part 3 of 3 in this nightmarish dystopian world by author George Orwell.




    Suitable for teens and up. Explicit storytelling and events.
    UHD book reading video TBA
    Weekend read (Three Nights Bed time read)
    In the age of Donald Trumps alternative facts and war on science, perhaps George Orwell will turn out to be quite the oracle.
    Enjoy this dystopian read!.
    If you missed part 1 and 2, you can start reading the story from the beginning here.

    Author, George Orwell. Photography and web adaptation: Mike Koontz
    2017, a Norse View Imaging and Publishing

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